falling up
ooook
so.
my parents found out that i was still seeing jesse even though we had broken up. it wasnt too pretty.
whatev. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders cause im through with all the sneaking around and lying. they basically banned me from even seeing him as a friend and my mom was like if i get the feeling that you're still going over there to see him i'll hire someone to follow you. i know it seems like they are crazy but im just done with trying to fight, im not that strong. i tried my hardest and i finally cracked. im trying to just get over it and move on with my life because there is no sense in dwelling on the past anymore. i know i feel lonely and hopeless [like i'll never find anyone again] but im trying to look on the brightside of things and just have fun again being free and whatever.
heather bradley, i love you more than i love mexican food and hello kitty! haha [you know thats a lot!] im so glad i know you. thank you for everything you've done for me and thanks for always being there to listen to my whinning. :] i love you
so heather is going to *cough* hook me up with her bro *cough* haha we have it all planned out.
im also going to be seeing darryl on the side hahaha hes my sexy barnie's bitch. mmhmm! but yeah hes seriously the sweetest guy i know. *le sigh* :]
if you're trying to find a new song to listen to i highly recommend Falling Up - Exhibition great one.
lets see...i really hate that people keep changing on me. everything keeps changing without me. like im just sitting still and everything is passing by me. it feels shitty and weird.
the guy travis that i used to like came and spent the day with me monday at my casa, we watched jarhead [great movie by the way] and he said...me & you should date. i actually turned him down. i dont really know why i felt the need to put that in here but whatev.
i really really really miss my brother.
ok im going to pick out my hottest outfit so i can impress mr. d tomorrow ;]
♥
so.
my parents found out that i was still seeing jesse even though we had broken up. it wasnt too pretty.
whatev. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders cause im through with all the sneaking around and lying. they basically banned me from even seeing him as a friend and my mom was like if i get the feeling that you're still going over there to see him i'll hire someone to follow you. i know it seems like they are crazy but im just done with trying to fight, im not that strong. i tried my hardest and i finally cracked. im trying to just get over it and move on with my life because there is no sense in dwelling on the past anymore. i know i feel lonely and hopeless [like i'll never find anyone again] but im trying to look on the brightside of things and just have fun again being free and whatever.
heather bradley, i love you more than i love mexican food and hello kitty! haha [you know thats a lot!] im so glad i know you. thank you for everything you've done for me and thanks for always being there to listen to my whinning. :] i love you
so heather is going to *cough* hook me up with her bro *cough* haha we have it all planned out.
im also going to be seeing darryl on the side hahaha hes my sexy barnie's bitch. mmhmm! but yeah hes seriously the sweetest guy i know. *le sigh* :]
if you're trying to find a new song to listen to i highly recommend Falling Up - Exhibition great one.
lets see...i really hate that people keep changing on me. everything keeps changing without me. like im just sitting still and everything is passing by me. it feels shitty and weird.
the guy travis that i used to like came and spent the day with me monday at my casa, we watched jarhead [great movie by the way] and he said...me & you should date. i actually turned him down. i dont really know why i felt the need to put that in here but whatev.
i really really really miss my brother.
ok im going to pick out my hottest outfit so i can impress mr. d tomorrow ;]
♥