Nice guys finish last...
...I get that now. I am now and always will be second best. The famous ex that I will never be able to compare to came back to Tim telling him she wants to get back together. Now he is deciding whether he wants to leave me or not. Of course that means that he wouldn't have a home anymore so right now he is pretty much obligated to stay with me. Doesn't that just feel lovely? Knowing that your boyfriend is in love with someone else but can't leave you because then they wouldn't have a home? There's nothing I can do really. Tim is saving up his money so that he can move out and make his decision on his own. Even though I know what the decision will be. Tim was with her for 4 years, they had a future all planned out...he couldn't have that future with me. Happy? No...I could never be. It's not possible.