wow, I haven't been here in a while

[paperdo11]

Wow, it's weird. I have almost forgotten about this place until Deanna mentioned it tonight. Well, Tim is having a baby in a month and a half and I just found out tonight. I'm not sure how I feel about that. He didn't say anything about it to me. I'm not in love with him anymore but it just feels weird. I know I am glad I'm not the mom but it just all seems odd. I didn't really think of his marriage as real because I thought that he couldn't commit. Hopefully now he can, if not than he's an ass... well he was an ass anyway. Mixed emotions.

I miss everyone from Omaha. They have been so good to me, especially Deanna and my sista.

I'm going to Disney tomorrow, I am really excited about it cos my sister is flying down too. I can't wait and I can't sleep. We will have an awesome time.

Hope I keep up with this place again. It feels good to get things off of your chest.