werid mood(be aware dumb phylosophy ahead)
so i was thinking(a dangous thing for me to do) and stuff. stupid past stuff that made me feel alone/worried/other stupid emotions that shouldn't exist. and it made me think why i feel out of place a lot. at work and at school for example. even tho i hate society more than a lot of people i know know(if that makes sence). i want to be semi expted or wanted. its like i dont have purpose or meaning and i hate it. what do i matter to the univers... NOTING thats what... my choices in life wont change anything or affect anyone nt that i would want them to... it just all seems pointless. so i walked awile after brianna and karly left and thought. like brianna and i fear tomarrow because i might find out the thing i dont want to. REJECTION by people i care about and want them to care for me. that is my single fault and it is a big one.
who every read this crap is amazing and should be awarded something cool.
who every read this crap is amazing and should be awarded something cool.