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so ive been given a flower.
last night we wandered around for a good 2 hours. we sat in a dark concert hall together, just talking. went into rooms we've never even seen before, got pretty lost.
its not awkward with him, its fun. we're like 2 little kids when we're together, we're so add.
we held hands every once in a while, he held mine when we couldnt see, walked arm in arm. hes just so perfect. if only i could go on a date with him, or hang out with him somewhere OTHER than the creative arts center. although, ill take what i can get.
he said today "is it bad that when i got home i wished i was still there?"
im setting myself up for heartbreak, and i KNOW it already. i always put myself in these situations, and in this case, yeah, i couldnt help my feelings, but i knew. i knew that what i want with him, he has with someone else.
last night we wandered around for a good 2 hours. we sat in a dark concert hall together, just talking. went into rooms we've never even seen before, got pretty lost.
its not awkward with him, its fun. we're like 2 little kids when we're together, we're so add.
we held hands every once in a while, he held mine when we couldnt see, walked arm in arm. hes just so perfect. if only i could go on a date with him, or hang out with him somewhere OTHER than the creative arts center. although, ill take what i can get.
he said today "is it bad that when i got home i wished i was still there?"
im setting myself up for heartbreak, and i KNOW it already. i always put myself in these situations, and in this case, yeah, i couldnt help my feelings, but i knew. i knew that what i want with him, he has with someone else.