Meeeeee, on the last day of school on the stage...I forgot what I was doing.
Things haven't been going well lately.
Caseys in Florida and I've been use to seeing him alllll the time...talking to him every hour of the day...and I've only talked to him for 8 minutes since he left.
I hate not knowing what he's doing down there.
If hes having fun.
Or not.
Or anything.
Band camp started today.
Absolutely horrible.
Learning new drill...marching it...with a new instructor and fucking freshman on my ass.
Clarinet sounds like shit because I have no more reids.
Couples every where...touching each other...kissing each other...
It's depressing.
A reading assignment is due the first day of school (August 1st -- 2 weeks from now)
I've read The Perks of Being a Wallflower...& kinda did some of the worksheet.
I'm in the middle of a Separate Peace & tryin' to finish the worksheets.
I just wish I could read The Catcher in the Rye for the reading assignment again.
I gotta go shopping next week.
What joy.
I fucking hate shopping.
I'm PMSing.
If it goes as it should, I'll start the first week of school.
Grand.
& right when I get home my mom starts yelling at me.
Wonderful.....
cLaRiEbOb2008: I mean you're hot as hell... for all he knows there are millions of guys lining up at your door because they all found out about Casey being gone
I love you Amber<3