I could never do it better then you do, make the same excuses.

May 24, 2005 22:57

I don't understand why everyones making a bigger deal out of me and aaron breaking up them iam? Haha.. Its funny how everyones freaking out. I really dont care anymore. You can sit there and say yeah you do Ashley. Why be sad and hurt when im better then that shit. I have been this whole time. It was a waist to me now. He never loved me anyways. Because if he did he wouldnt be doing the shit he is doing to me. Yeah i love him. and yeah i was crushed the frist couple days. Asking questions like. "god, whats wrong with me?" I realized NOTHINGS wrong with me. I was just young and in love. "Foolish games get the best of you, but only if you let them." I guess everyone has to stop and play once in a while. I lost myself in him. And was the person he wanted me to be. I was trapped in a whole world of lies. I dont feel sorry for me. I feel sorry for her now. Because she has no idea the path of hurt shes heading in. Im just glad im out. And now i see that. As ive said before. I really forgot who I was. Who ive always known. The girl I never wanted to lose. I guess finally Im finding her again. I just took a long road to get there.
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