May 06, 2007 22:08
I've officially pushed everyone I care about away.
The Boy I liked
My Two Ex-best friends
Even my family is getting annoyed
The strange thing is, I have a lot of regret, but not for relationships lost. Regret for the fact that it didnt happen sooner. I feel so true to myself. I feel like no one can bring me down. I feel no need to worry about selfish people who will bring me down, and competition for people who love me enough already..
I am so grateful to have my best friend Caitlin Phelps. She's awesome and without her this transition couldnt be as easy or painless. She has taught me so much about just having fun. She's made me realize that its okay to move ahead and be excited about the future as long as you dont forget the past.
:) whatever happens i know Shes all i need right now.