[One-shot] Love me Show me Tell me
Title: Love me Show me Tell me
Author: shiroikazex
Group/pairing: Matsumoto Kohei X Inoo Kei (someone tell me what their namesquish is >.>)
Genre: Angst, Fluff, then Smut.
Word Count: 2495...ish.
Rating: NC-17, but you can totally skip the last bit.
Summary: Inoo was raped by 3 guys in a back alley. Kohei helped to rebuild the broken boy, showing his love in little ways, but would Inoo learn to touch again? Rape warning.
Disclaimer: Yeah right.
Notes: HAPPY BIRTHDAY AU au_gravityfree !!! I know it's a tad late, but I hope you don't mind >.< Thankies to dreamweavernyx for beta'ing :D Locked in a week.
The door opened, and the first phrase that came out of Kohei’s mouth was “What the fuck?”
Inoo looked at him questioningly. “What?”
“You look like you walked off the set of Dawn of the Dead, Kei. What the hell?”
The younger boy just smiled and shook his head.
“I’m alright, just… tired.”
Kohei frowned. The light in the hallway flickered a little and he noticed a bruise on Inoo’s pale cheek. Was it a trick of the light? He pushed past Inoo and stepped into the university student’s small apartment.
“Macchan, really, I’m tired-”
“You haven’t been answering my calls for a whole week, why?”
“I was busy with school, sorry-”
“…You’re not alright. What happened?”
“Nothing,” Inoo said a little too quickly. “Do you want a coffee? Beer?”
“Kei…” Kohei approached the younger boy, who stepped back reflexively. “What is it?”
“I…” Inoo was fidgeting. He darted past Kohei, walking rather awkwardly as if each step really hurt his legs, and disappeared into the kitchen. Kohei sighed and settled down on the sofa. A while later Inoo returned with two glasses of tea. He set them down on the table.
Kohei reached for the box of snacks on the table, at the same time that Inoo did. Their hands met and Inoo jerked his hand back, like he was electrocuted.
“Okay, really, what the hell, Kei. You look like you haven’t slept in days, your hair’s in a mess, your cheek is bruised, Yabu and Hikaru have been calling me and asking me about you too cos you aren’t going to work or picking up their calls, and you’re wearing a long-sleeved freaking turtleneck sweater in the middle of summer,” Kohei reached out to grab Inoo by the shoulders but the younger boy flinched back and scooted over to the furthest corner of the sofa.
Kohei blinked, surprised and concerned. His voice softened.
“Kei, what’s wrong, it’s okay to tell me you know.”
“N-Nothing…” Inoo’s voice broke, giving him away. When he brought a hand up to cover his eyes where tears were starting to form, his sleeve fell back, and Kohei drew a sharp breath at the sight of Inoo’s wrist.
He took Inoo’s hand gently this time, the younger boy fighting back all the while, and pushed back the sleeve.
“Macchan… No…”
Purple and black blotches covered Inoo’s forearm, starkly contrasted against his pale skin. Kohei’s hand tightened unintentionally, and Inoo yanked his arm back.
“What…”
Inoo shook his head silently while tears ran down his face.
Kohei put the pieces together.
"Oh fuck no, Kei... Are you alright? Shit--of course not, um--"
Inoo simply sat there, unable to control the tears flowing down his face now. Kohei was at a loss. He wanted to hold the broken boy in front of him, but he wasn't sure how Inoo would react, having been...
"Kei... It's gonna be alright. You're safe now, okay? I'm here, it's safe..." Kohei whispered.
"I feel so dirty, Macchan... I don't... They... 3 of them... I fought but... It hurts, Macchan, it still hurts..."
"You need to report this."
"But I'm an idol, I can't just--"
"I don't care if you're the damned president, Kei, you need to report this and send those bastards to jail! Ah sorry--" Kohei yelled, apologising immediately after seeing Inoo flinch. His fist clenched and unclenched. There was a hatred rising in him, a fire that he never knew existed. He felt compelled to find those guys who had done this to Kei--his Kei--and...
And what?
Kill them?
That sounded like a good idea.
Inoo woke with a start.
He found himself in the safety of his own bed. No dark alleys. No rough hands groping his body. No blood, no alcohol, no grunting in his ear--There was a small part of that dream that was new though. A figure had appeared near the end and kicked the asses of the 3 rapists. Inoo couldn't make out who it was.
He wiped the remaining tears off his face and climbed out of bed slowly. He remembered something about Kohei having come over the previous night. As he walked into his living room, he found his best friend slumped on the sofa, fast asleep. Kohei had obviously spent the whole night there.
"...and... take that... yeah..." He mumbled, throwing weak punches through the air. "Hands... off... Kei... No..."
Inoo blinked and then smiled, leaning against the doorframe to his bedroom.
"You don't have to do this, you know."
Kohei just rolled his eyes and continued walking. The street was half empty at this hour while they walked to the train station after Inoo finished work. Kohei kept his distance. It had been a month, Inoo was slowly getting back to his life, but Kohei was not going to take chances and push him too hard.
Instead, he settled for being Inoo's bodyguard when he had to work late nights. He always walked a little distance away from Inoo, knowing that he was still sensitive to any forms of physical contact.
An oncoming group of drunk salary-men headed their way down the pavement. Out of the corner of his eye, Kohei saw Inoo's hand tighten around his bag strap.
One of the drunkards cast a look at the duo, saying, "Oh lookies here... a handsome young man and his pretty girlfriend..."
The two young men stepped aside to let the drunkards pass (they were belting out Seishun Amigo as they went) before continuing their journey to the train station.
Kohei couldn't hold back his laugh. Inoo cast him a glare.
"What?"
"You... pretty girlfriend... hahahaha!"
"It's not funny, damnnit!"
Kohei shrug as they turned the corner, "Maybe that's why the 3 guys... cos they thought you were a girl--"
He quickly shut up, realising what he had said. He glanced at Inoo nervously, ready to apologise, but Inoo merely rolled his eyes.
"I think I need to buff up. Accompany me to the gym next time?"
"Y-yeah, why not..."
A little old lady came down the way, and they stepped aside once again to let her pass. Kohei's hand brushed against Inoo's.
"Sorry," he muttered, pulling his hand back. Inoo shook his head.
It was only a while later on the train that Kohei noticed that his hand was resting against Inoo's on his thigh. The younger boy didn't seem to mind.
Kohei suddenly wished Inoo was indeed a girl.
The disturbing thought grew and mutated, and Kohei suddenly realised that he didn't care what gender Inoo Kei was.
He was his Kei. Pretty, kind, quiet-but-can-be-scarily-hyper, pianist, sparkly, lovely Kei.
They were in Inoo's apartment one morning, Kohei having spent the night over, and they were making pancakes together.
"Oops!" Inoo dropped the whisk. Their hands connected once more as both of them bent down to pick it up.
"Sorry--" They blurted out at the same time, drawing their hands back. Kohei was about to get up, but he caught Inoo looking at him, an unreadable emotion reflected in his eyes. He ended up staring back into Inoo's sparkly eyes.
Kohei blamed the prolonged eye contact for his heartbeat going crazy at that moment, but neither seemed to want to break it. Until Inoo suddenly closed his eyes and leaned in, pressing his lips gently to Kohei's.
The kiss was soft, unsure, perhaps a little afraid on Inoo's side. It lasted a few seconds, before Inoo drew back, face flushed.
"I--I'm sorry, I don't know--"
Kohei's grin threw Inoo off.
"What are you grinning at?"
"You."
Inoo blushed harder. He got up and turned away.
"Ne, Kei."
"...I'm sorry, can we pretend that never happened?"
"Just so you know, I really liked that. Really. When you're okay with it, we can try that again."
Inoo never expected himself to fall in love. Much less with his best friend.
Perhaps it was in all the little things that Kohei did that Inoo found love. Real love. It made him all fuzzy and warm inside. All the times when he smiled watching his best friend take care of him, making breakfast, walking him home. All the times when he woke up screaming in the middle of the night, and Kohei would be there to hold him until he stopped crying.
It scared him, yet he believed that it was something different.
He was prompted by that fuzzy feeling to close that distance between them. The soft, sweet little kiss had sent tingles down his spine and right down to his toes. So different from the harsh kisses that rainy night.
It was different, wasn't it?
Maybe it was alright to fall in love again.
Inoo snuggled in a little closer to Kohei, the two cuddled on the sofa in front of the television with Kohei's arm draped carelessly around Inoo's shoulders.
He willed for time to freeze.
"Kohei?"
"Hmm?"
"I... I love you."
It took Inoo months to tell him that, but Kohei felt that it was worth the wait. He planted a kiss in Inoo's mess of curls.
"I love you too."
"Are you sure about this?" Kohei whispered, concern layering his voice.
"I... I think so."
"We don't have to do this if you're not alright with it, Kei."
Inoo leaned his forehead against Kohei's. He was sitting on the older boy's lap. He really wasn't sure what had come over him, but the sweet kisses they had shared got out of hand and all of a sudden he was on top of Kohei on the sofa and was unbuttoning the other's shirt.
"I'm ready. I can't always be afraid. And you won't hurt me."
"Kei, I..."
Inoo shuffled a little closer. His hand trailed down Kohei's bare torso, eliciting a quiet moan from the older boy.
"Please? I know you won't hurt me..."
"But..." Kohei bit down on his lip, suppressing the sounds that fought their way to his lips. Inoo took one of Kohei's hands and placed it against his bulging erection. Kohei took in a sharp breath as Inoo moved it against the rough fabric. Inoo gave a loud moan as Kohei took more control and rubbed against the cloth a little harder.
"Kohei... Show me that you love me."
"...Bed, let's go."
He took care removing Inoo's clothes before pushing the younger one gently back into the soft mattress. Kohei would have been lying if he had said he wasn't being turned on by the sight before him: the smooth skin below his fingertips, the breathy moans spilling from the other's pretty pink lips and the way Inoo shied away from some touches, not out of fear but out of schoolgirl-styled embarrassment.
He stripped off his own shirt before leaning down to kiss Inoo. He responded eagerly, and the kisses quickly grew passionate and deep. When Inoo broke the kiss to catch a breath, Kohei worked his way down, pressing gentle kisses on the delicate skin of Inoo's neck and torso. His fingers wrapped gently around Inoo's stiff member, causing the younger one to gasp and buck his hips up. Their cocks made contact and both of them shuddered.
"Touch me more..."
Kohei complied, taking both their lengths into his hand and slowly massaging them together. Inoo's nails were digging into his back, the sharp pain elevating his pleasure.
"W-Wait!" Inoo cried out suddenly, stopping Kohei's hand.
"What's wrong? Did I do something--Sorry--"
"No, wait... Um..." Inoo blushed again. Kohei looked at him expectantly, but his gaze only made Inoo turn a deeper shade of red.
Inoo muttered something inaudible.
"What?"
"I want you to... Um... inside..."
Kohei chuckled at his boyfriend's shyness. He kissed Inoo full on the lips, saving him the embarassment.
"Alright. But you have to tell me if it hurts, okay?"
Inoo nodded.
Despite knowing that Kohei wasn't like those 3 thugs, Inoo still cried out and tensed up reflexively when he felt Kohei's finger entering him.
"S-Sorry. We're not doing this anymore. I'm hurting you."
"No! I-I'm alright, keep going, just a bit... I'm not used to it."
Kohei frowned.
"Kei, don't force yourself."
"I'm not, please..." Inoo whimpered. "I want you so bad right now..."
Kohei started out again, more slowly this time, and by the time he was pumping Inoo with 3 fingers, the younger one was spewing incoherent nonsense as his body gave in to the pleasure. Kohei grabbed a bottle of lotion off the bedside table. He removed his fingers momentarily while he prepped himself.
"You sure--"
Inoo nodded and pulled him down for a heated kiss before he could even finish the question. He used the kiss as a distraction and slid himself into Inoo, slowly. Inoo's fingers tightened in his hair.
"Relax..." Kohei crooned, stroking Inoo's thigh gently. "Relax and it won't hurt that much anymore."
He stayed inside Inoo for a moment before pulling out halfway and pushing back in slowly. Inoo had his eyes squeezed shut, crystal teardrops forming at the corners of his eyes.
"Kei--Are you--"
"Kohei is that you?" Inoo choked out.
"Yes, baby, it's me, you're safe."
"Okay... Just keep talking..."
Kohei bent close to Inoo's ear, whispering sweet little things while he continued to thrust into Inoo, picking up his speed when he felt the other loosening up. He started stroking Inoo's cock again to distract the other from the pain further.
"I love you... I love you... I'm never going to hurt you... I'll never make love to any other but you, Kei..."
"F-Faster... Gosh, Kohei, faster--"
Inoo wrapped his legs around Kohei's hips to urge the older one further in. The lips connected in another passionate kiss. Inoo moaned loudly into Kohei's mouth when he felt an intense wave of pleasure spreading through his limbs as Kohei hit his sweet spot. Kohei shifted his angle and pounded into Inoo, making sure that he hit that spot every single time.
"I... I'm gonna... Kohei--"
Kohei gave a few last, hard thrusts, and Inoo spilled his seed all over his abdomen while screaming Kohei's name. Inoo's walls clenched down, hot and tight, around Kohei, and he came inside of Inoo.
They waited for the breathing to return to normal. Kohei drew himself out slowly and flopped down on the bed beside Inoo. The younger one cuddled up to him like a little kitten while Kohei ran his fingers through Inoo's curls lovingly.
"Thank you..." Inoo whispered. "I never thought I'd let anyone touch me again."
"You had better not let anyone else touch you. You're mine now," Kohei chuckled.
"That should have been my first time, not... those 3 guys."
"Forget them. I'll never let anyone hurt you, in any way, ever again. I promise."
"I love you."
"I know, Kei, I know. I love you too. More than you know it."
~END~
This was so failed, I don't know where my language and my sentence structures went. Goodness. Sorry Au >.< Idk if this was what you wanted.
Author: shiroikazex
Group/pairing: Matsumoto Kohei X Inoo Kei (someone tell me what their namesquish is >.>)
Genre: Angst, Fluff, then Smut.
Word Count: 2495...ish.
Rating: NC-17, but you can totally skip the last bit.
Summary: Inoo was raped by 3 guys in a back alley. Kohei helped to rebuild the broken boy, showing his love in little ways, but would Inoo learn to touch again? Rape warning.
Disclaimer: Yeah right.
Notes: HAPPY BIRTHDAY AU au_gravityfree !!! I know it's a tad late, but I hope you don't mind >.< Thankies to dreamweavernyx for beta'ing :D Locked in a week.
The door opened, and the first phrase that came out of Kohei’s mouth was “What the fuck?”
Inoo looked at him questioningly. “What?”
“You look like you walked off the set of Dawn of the Dead, Kei. What the hell?”
The younger boy just smiled and shook his head.
“I’m alright, just… tired.”
Kohei frowned. The light in the hallway flickered a little and he noticed a bruise on Inoo’s pale cheek. Was it a trick of the light? He pushed past Inoo and stepped into the university student’s small apartment.
“Macchan, really, I’m tired-”
“You haven’t been answering my calls for a whole week, why?”
“I was busy with school, sorry-”
“…You’re not alright. What happened?”
“Nothing,” Inoo said a little too quickly. “Do you want a coffee? Beer?”
“Kei…” Kohei approached the younger boy, who stepped back reflexively. “What is it?”
“I…” Inoo was fidgeting. He darted past Kohei, walking rather awkwardly as if each step really hurt his legs, and disappeared into the kitchen. Kohei sighed and settled down on the sofa. A while later Inoo returned with two glasses of tea. He set them down on the table.
Kohei reached for the box of snacks on the table, at the same time that Inoo did. Their hands met and Inoo jerked his hand back, like he was electrocuted.
“Okay, really, what the hell, Kei. You look like you haven’t slept in days, your hair’s in a mess, your cheek is bruised, Yabu and Hikaru have been calling me and asking me about you too cos you aren’t going to work or picking up their calls, and you’re wearing a long-sleeved freaking turtleneck sweater in the middle of summer,” Kohei reached out to grab Inoo by the shoulders but the younger boy flinched back and scooted over to the furthest corner of the sofa.
Kohei blinked, surprised and concerned. His voice softened.
“Kei, what’s wrong, it’s okay to tell me you know.”
“N-Nothing…” Inoo’s voice broke, giving him away. When he brought a hand up to cover his eyes where tears were starting to form, his sleeve fell back, and Kohei drew a sharp breath at the sight of Inoo’s wrist.
He took Inoo’s hand gently this time, the younger boy fighting back all the while, and pushed back the sleeve.
“Macchan… No…”
Purple and black blotches covered Inoo’s forearm, starkly contrasted against his pale skin. Kohei’s hand tightened unintentionally, and Inoo yanked his arm back.
“What…”
Inoo shook his head silently while tears ran down his face.
Kohei put the pieces together.
"Oh fuck no, Kei... Are you alright? Shit--of course not, um--"
Inoo simply sat there, unable to control the tears flowing down his face now. Kohei was at a loss. He wanted to hold the broken boy in front of him, but he wasn't sure how Inoo would react, having been...
"Kei... It's gonna be alright. You're safe now, okay? I'm here, it's safe..." Kohei whispered.
"I feel so dirty, Macchan... I don't... They... 3 of them... I fought but... It hurts, Macchan, it still hurts..."
"You need to report this."
"But I'm an idol, I can't just--"
"I don't care if you're the damned president, Kei, you need to report this and send those bastards to jail! Ah sorry--" Kohei yelled, apologising immediately after seeing Inoo flinch. His fist clenched and unclenched. There was a hatred rising in him, a fire that he never knew existed. He felt compelled to find those guys who had done this to Kei--his Kei--and...
And what?
Kill them?
That sounded like a good idea.
Inoo woke with a start.
He found himself in the safety of his own bed. No dark alleys. No rough hands groping his body. No blood, no alcohol, no grunting in his ear--There was a small part of that dream that was new though. A figure had appeared near the end and kicked the asses of the 3 rapists. Inoo couldn't make out who it was.
He wiped the remaining tears off his face and climbed out of bed slowly. He remembered something about Kohei having come over the previous night. As he walked into his living room, he found his best friend slumped on the sofa, fast asleep. Kohei had obviously spent the whole night there.
"...and... take that... yeah..." He mumbled, throwing weak punches through the air. "Hands... off... Kei... No..."
Inoo blinked and then smiled, leaning against the doorframe to his bedroom.
"You don't have to do this, you know."
Kohei just rolled his eyes and continued walking. The street was half empty at this hour while they walked to the train station after Inoo finished work. Kohei kept his distance. It had been a month, Inoo was slowly getting back to his life, but Kohei was not going to take chances and push him too hard.
Instead, he settled for being Inoo's bodyguard when he had to work late nights. He always walked a little distance away from Inoo, knowing that he was still sensitive to any forms of physical contact.
An oncoming group of drunk salary-men headed their way down the pavement. Out of the corner of his eye, Kohei saw Inoo's hand tighten around his bag strap.
One of the drunkards cast a look at the duo, saying, "Oh lookies here... a handsome young man and his pretty girlfriend..."
The two young men stepped aside to let the drunkards pass (they were belting out Seishun Amigo as they went) before continuing their journey to the train station.
Kohei couldn't hold back his laugh. Inoo cast him a glare.
"What?"
"You... pretty girlfriend... hahahaha!"
"It's not funny, damnnit!"
Kohei shrug as they turned the corner, "Maybe that's why the 3 guys... cos they thought you were a girl--"
He quickly shut up, realising what he had said. He glanced at Inoo nervously, ready to apologise, but Inoo merely rolled his eyes.
"I think I need to buff up. Accompany me to the gym next time?"
"Y-yeah, why not..."
A little old lady came down the way, and they stepped aside once again to let her pass. Kohei's hand brushed against Inoo's.
"Sorry," he muttered, pulling his hand back. Inoo shook his head.
It was only a while later on the train that Kohei noticed that his hand was resting against Inoo's on his thigh. The younger boy didn't seem to mind.
Kohei suddenly wished Inoo was indeed a girl.
The disturbing thought grew and mutated, and Kohei suddenly realised that he didn't care what gender Inoo Kei was.
He was his Kei. Pretty, kind, quiet-but-can-be-scarily-hyper, pianist, sparkly, lovely Kei.
They were in Inoo's apartment one morning, Kohei having spent the night over, and they were making pancakes together.
"Oops!" Inoo dropped the whisk. Their hands connected once more as both of them bent down to pick it up.
"Sorry--" They blurted out at the same time, drawing their hands back. Kohei was about to get up, but he caught Inoo looking at him, an unreadable emotion reflected in his eyes. He ended up staring back into Inoo's sparkly eyes.
Kohei blamed the prolonged eye contact for his heartbeat going crazy at that moment, but neither seemed to want to break it. Until Inoo suddenly closed his eyes and leaned in, pressing his lips gently to Kohei's.
The kiss was soft, unsure, perhaps a little afraid on Inoo's side. It lasted a few seconds, before Inoo drew back, face flushed.
"I--I'm sorry, I don't know--"
Kohei's grin threw Inoo off.
"What are you grinning at?"
"You."
Inoo blushed harder. He got up and turned away.
"Ne, Kei."
"...I'm sorry, can we pretend that never happened?"
"Just so you know, I really liked that. Really. When you're okay with it, we can try that again."
Inoo never expected himself to fall in love. Much less with his best friend.
Perhaps it was in all the little things that Kohei did that Inoo found love. Real love. It made him all fuzzy and warm inside. All the times when he smiled watching his best friend take care of him, making breakfast, walking him home. All the times when he woke up screaming in the middle of the night, and Kohei would be there to hold him until he stopped crying.
It scared him, yet he believed that it was something different.
He was prompted by that fuzzy feeling to close that distance between them. The soft, sweet little kiss had sent tingles down his spine and right down to his toes. So different from the harsh kisses that rainy night.
It was different, wasn't it?
Maybe it was alright to fall in love again.
Inoo snuggled in a little closer to Kohei, the two cuddled on the sofa in front of the television with Kohei's arm draped carelessly around Inoo's shoulders.
He willed for time to freeze.
"Kohei?"
"Hmm?"
"I... I love you."
It took Inoo months to tell him that, but Kohei felt that it was worth the wait. He planted a kiss in Inoo's mess of curls.
"I love you too."
"Are you sure about this?" Kohei whispered, concern layering his voice.
"I... I think so."
"We don't have to do this if you're not alright with it, Kei."
Inoo leaned his forehead against Kohei's. He was sitting on the older boy's lap. He really wasn't sure what had come over him, but the sweet kisses they had shared got out of hand and all of a sudden he was on top of Kohei on the sofa and was unbuttoning the other's shirt.
"I'm ready. I can't always be afraid. And you won't hurt me."
"Kei, I..."
Inoo shuffled a little closer. His hand trailed down Kohei's bare torso, eliciting a quiet moan from the older boy.
"Please? I know you won't hurt me..."
"But..." Kohei bit down on his lip, suppressing the sounds that fought their way to his lips. Inoo took one of Kohei's hands and placed it against his bulging erection. Kohei took in a sharp breath as Inoo moved it against the rough fabric. Inoo gave a loud moan as Kohei took more control and rubbed against the cloth a little harder.
"Kohei... Show me that you love me."
"...Bed, let's go."
He took care removing Inoo's clothes before pushing the younger one gently back into the soft mattress. Kohei would have been lying if he had said he wasn't being turned on by the sight before him: the smooth skin below his fingertips, the breathy moans spilling from the other's pretty pink lips and the way Inoo shied away from some touches, not out of fear but out of schoolgirl-styled embarrassment.
He stripped off his own shirt before leaning down to kiss Inoo. He responded eagerly, and the kisses quickly grew passionate and deep. When Inoo broke the kiss to catch a breath, Kohei worked his way down, pressing gentle kisses on the delicate skin of Inoo's neck and torso. His fingers wrapped gently around Inoo's stiff member, causing the younger one to gasp and buck his hips up. Their cocks made contact and both of them shuddered.
"Touch me more..."
Kohei complied, taking both their lengths into his hand and slowly massaging them together. Inoo's nails were digging into his back, the sharp pain elevating his pleasure.
"W-Wait!" Inoo cried out suddenly, stopping Kohei's hand.
"What's wrong? Did I do something--Sorry--"
"No, wait... Um..." Inoo blushed again. Kohei looked at him expectantly, but his gaze only made Inoo turn a deeper shade of red.
Inoo muttered something inaudible.
"What?"
"I want you to... Um... inside..."
Kohei chuckled at his boyfriend's shyness. He kissed Inoo full on the lips, saving him the embarassment.
"Alright. But you have to tell me if it hurts, okay?"
Inoo nodded.
Despite knowing that Kohei wasn't like those 3 thugs, Inoo still cried out and tensed up reflexively when he felt Kohei's finger entering him.
"S-Sorry. We're not doing this anymore. I'm hurting you."
"No! I-I'm alright, keep going, just a bit... I'm not used to it."
Kohei frowned.
"Kei, don't force yourself."
"I'm not, please..." Inoo whimpered. "I want you so bad right now..."
Kohei started out again, more slowly this time, and by the time he was pumping Inoo with 3 fingers, the younger one was spewing incoherent nonsense as his body gave in to the pleasure. Kohei grabbed a bottle of lotion off the bedside table. He removed his fingers momentarily while he prepped himself.
"You sure--"
Inoo nodded and pulled him down for a heated kiss before he could even finish the question. He used the kiss as a distraction and slid himself into Inoo, slowly. Inoo's fingers tightened in his hair.
"Relax..." Kohei crooned, stroking Inoo's thigh gently. "Relax and it won't hurt that much anymore."
He stayed inside Inoo for a moment before pulling out halfway and pushing back in slowly. Inoo had his eyes squeezed shut, crystal teardrops forming at the corners of his eyes.
"Kei--Are you--"
"Kohei is that you?" Inoo choked out.
"Yes, baby, it's me, you're safe."
"Okay... Just keep talking..."
Kohei bent close to Inoo's ear, whispering sweet little things while he continued to thrust into Inoo, picking up his speed when he felt the other loosening up. He started stroking Inoo's cock again to distract the other from the pain further.
"I love you... I love you... I'm never going to hurt you... I'll never make love to any other but you, Kei..."
"F-Faster... Gosh, Kohei, faster--"
Inoo wrapped his legs around Kohei's hips to urge the older one further in. The lips connected in another passionate kiss. Inoo moaned loudly into Kohei's mouth when he felt an intense wave of pleasure spreading through his limbs as Kohei hit his sweet spot. Kohei shifted his angle and pounded into Inoo, making sure that he hit that spot every single time.
"I... I'm gonna... Kohei--"
Kohei gave a few last, hard thrusts, and Inoo spilled his seed all over his abdomen while screaming Kohei's name. Inoo's walls clenched down, hot and tight, around Kohei, and he came inside of Inoo.
They waited for the breathing to return to normal. Kohei drew himself out slowly and flopped down on the bed beside Inoo. The younger one cuddled up to him like a little kitten while Kohei ran his fingers through Inoo's curls lovingly.
"Thank you..." Inoo whispered. "I never thought I'd let anyone touch me again."
"You had better not let anyone else touch you. You're mine now," Kohei chuckled.
"That should have been my first time, not... those 3 guys."
"Forget them. I'll never let anyone hurt you, in any way, ever again. I promise."
"I love you."
"I know, Kei, I know. I love you too. More than you know it."
~END~
This was so failed, I don't know where my language and my sentence structures went. Goodness. Sorry Au >.< Idk if this was what you wanted.