[drabble] in which awkward chaerin pines (but not really)
in which awkward chaerin pines (but not really)
214 words
do you really need a summary for this
being a celebrity is the biggest ego boost.
people telling you how beautiful you are. how talented. how inspiring.
at the same time, it can also bring you to your biggest low.
people telling you how ugly you are. how worthless. how insignificant.
yet all these pass away
because it's always those who are closest to us -- it's their opinion that matters most
so when all you want to say to him is "i'm infatuated with you so stop meeting other girls i'm here look at my hair see how pretty i am"
and all he says is "oh, chaerin-ah you dyed your hair a new color" and nothing more
this is the point where all you want to do is scream, pull your hair out, throw chairs over the sides of rooftops, break every vase in sight
but no
all you say is, "yeah it's brown"
you're such an idiot, chaerin
you're supposed to be the smart one
you deserve someone who actually pays attention to you
not this boy who would never find you attractive in that way
you deserve better but
"hey you want to go get some ice cream? my treat"
"okay"
the man wants ice cream, chaerin, go eat ice cream with him and stop talking to yourself
214 words
do you really need a summary for this
being a celebrity is the biggest ego boost.
people telling you how beautiful you are. how talented. how inspiring.
at the same time, it can also bring you to your biggest low.
people telling you how ugly you are. how worthless. how insignificant.
yet all these pass away
because it's always those who are closest to us -- it's their opinion that matters most
so when all you want to say to him is "i'm infatuated with you so stop meeting other girls i'm here look at my hair see how pretty i am"
and all he says is "oh, chaerin-ah you dyed your hair a new color" and nothing more
this is the point where all you want to do is scream, pull your hair out, throw chairs over the sides of rooftops, break every vase in sight
but no
all you say is, "yeah it's brown"
you're such an idiot, chaerin
you're supposed to be the smart one
you deserve someone who actually pays attention to you
not this boy who would never find you attractive in that way
you deserve better but
"hey you want to go get some ice cream? my treat"
"okay"
the man wants ice cream, chaerin, go eat ice cream with him and stop talking to yourself