Jul 08, 2011 00:50
I'm feeling really happy now because I don't have to go to work tomorrow, which means I get to catchup on reading (yay), running and sleeping (double yay) ! I think my summer has been pretty productive so far; a mix of work, tuition, hanging out with wayne, catching up with friends and spending time with mom, dad and jewel. My only gripe would be.... as shallow as it sounds that I would really like to have more sleep and pockets of time I can devote to whatever on a whim. But we can't always get all the things we want so I'll just push through the leftover weeks and crash for one week before school kicks in. Time can really pass by so quickly, like a blur and a flurry of varying sequences. There are still a couple more people I would love to meet before the break ends but I'm very satisfied with how things are right now. The mini internship is shaping up to be quite okay partly because I've discovered the best yong tau foo store tucked in Gateway's carpark! But mostly because there's Veron commiserating with me about the lack of sleep! it's nice getting to know her better beyond the senior junior relationship we have in school.
I had somewhat of a breakdown yesterday and I don't know if it was lack-of-sleep induced, hormonally charged or if I genuinely felt my heart aching. Regardless of what the root of the breakdown is, I'm glad that these feelings are mostly transient now, rather than persistent like they were, once upon a time. I'm also glad that you manage to find sanity and balance amidst the noise.