Jumble it Up!

Nov 05, 2008 11:03

I shouldn't be here right now.
At work that is.
And I shouldn't be in Arizona tomorrow.
But that shit fell though.
Just like everything else.
I have no one to blame,
not that blaming someone would make me feel better.
I'm sick of myself. hah.
What do you do when that happens?
Oh I know, CHANGE!!
So here we go again...

You confuse me, and so do you, you make me feel like shit and you make me look like shit.
Why can't I just let you(s) go? Why can't I just move on? Why am I that girl always waiting and holding on? Pathetic.

I know what I want. That's not the problem. The problem is how to get it.
The problem is when to get it. The problem is that it's probably not what's best for me and I want it anyway.

Being human is hard. hah. Just saying that I feel stupid.
Dumb, Da dum Duuuuumb!
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