Nov 17, 2004 14:24
i skipped 3rd block again. i couldnt stop crying so i didnt want to go into class and make a scene. so i talked to darya and then this kid randomly was being nice to me in the hall. btu it was a corny nice and i was laughing but it sounded liek a really annoying cry.
i have just way too much on my mind. i was crying mostly about one thing. nothing bad even happend. i just think too deeply. then i cried cos of a whole ton of reasons. and i had to explain to mr. legg why i skipped. and he was like do you need someone to talk to? and i really didnt want to share my problems with a creepy old broadcasting teacher.
i hate changing. unless im changing out of muddy clothes. but i hate changing things.
im prolly going to a retreat this weekend. god will help me. hopefully. i dont ahve any real problems. so he will prolly be like " the lord helps those who help themselfs" my mom says that every day at least 29040235 times.
i hate it when im crying and then i stop all of a sudden and im liek wow that was lame. and then you no longer seem sad so no one belives you that you actually have a problem. liek the lunch lady. who yelled at me and made me cry more. i was sittign in a dark corner. and i prolly seemed really weird. i hate it when peopel cry at school.