soo.
Soo. Lifes interesting.
Went to Joelenes house finally.
I like being there. It makes me feel better just being around Joelene. Were eachothers other halfs, and I havent seen her in forever, and I really needed to. Me and Jared, yeahh were not together anymore, and its weird. I feel wrong. I guess its just one of those things I gotta deal with. He seems happier any way, so thats good I guess. I however. dont. but whatever. doesnt matter. Im used to it. When I was talking to Joelene she said that I need to count on myself for my own happiness, not other people. Which is weird, because I never really saw myself doing that, but I do. I count on all myfriends for my happiness. Which isnt fair to them or me. So I guess I need to work on that. hmm. Been thinking a lot lately. It can only get better...right?
Hopefully I can see Joelene Aj and Josh this weekend. I kinda need it. a lot. basically more than anything.
Went to Joelenes house finally.
I like being there. It makes me feel better just being around Joelene. Were eachothers other halfs, and I havent seen her in forever, and I really needed to. Me and Jared, yeahh were not together anymore, and its weird. I feel wrong. I guess its just one of those things I gotta deal with. He seems happier any way, so thats good I guess. I however. dont. but whatever. doesnt matter. Im used to it. When I was talking to Joelene she said that I need to count on myself for my own happiness, not other people. Which is weird, because I never really saw myself doing that, but I do. I count on all myfriends for my happiness. Which isnt fair to them or me. So I guess I need to work on that. hmm. Been thinking a lot lately. It can only get better...right?
Hopefully I can see Joelene Aj and Josh this weekend. I kinda need it. a lot. basically more than anything.