Tralala.
Yeahh, so I havent written anything in a while.
This weekend I went to Joelenes house, and that was fun. I like going to her house, it just makes me feel good. Its weird not seeing her a lot, shes like the only person I talk too. last weekend all I did was talk to her about Ben and him leaving. Its been really weird. I know I already talked about it, but its just hard. Plus this whole thing for my mom has been horrible. As soon as she gets time to herself, all she does is talk about Ben and send things to him, which is understandable, because hes not doing good. Hes not eating, not sleeping, just not doing to well. Shes concerned about him, and I can tell. She tired all the time and never really talks to me. Shes concerned with my Grandma, shes not doing well either. My mom and grandma have always had a relly good realationships, so watching her struggles really hard, and she was going to go to south carolina, but just didnt have the energy, which is weird cause thats always something she wants to do..blah.
Any way, Joelenes was good times. We watched almost every disney movie ever. lol. Eating and Disney always makes you feel good, and thats all I've wanted lately. Aj came to her house earlier sunday morning. I wanted to punch him, I wanted to sleep. We just hung around her house and watched more movies. yum. The only bad thing about going to Joelenes house is that I cant see Jared, but he'll probably come over tomorrow =] its all good.
Those people make me happy. Joelene, Jared, AJ, and Joshy, who I was talkin to in Spanish today. I like taking out anger on him. Its nice cause he doesnt care when I punch him, him and AJ. lol. There like my brothers its fun. I always kid around with them, make fun of them. Scare them. [aj say what?] They make me happy. Then I have my boyfriend. He makes me soooo happy its fun. I've been going out with him for such a long time to. It doesn't even really seem like it. =] I like it. 1/2 a year on Valentines. Then theres my bestfriend/sister. Joelene. Were amazing. We can talk about so much, that so many other people cant understand. Its so weird. I love it though. You dont really find people that are so similar. We seriously think the same thing. its kinda scary.<3
I like those people. Lots. They make my life.
This weekend I went to Joelenes house, and that was fun. I like going to her house, it just makes me feel good. Its weird not seeing her a lot, shes like the only person I talk too. last weekend all I did was talk to her about Ben and him leaving. Its been really weird. I know I already talked about it, but its just hard. Plus this whole thing for my mom has been horrible. As soon as she gets time to herself, all she does is talk about Ben and send things to him, which is understandable, because hes not doing good. Hes not eating, not sleeping, just not doing to well. Shes concerned about him, and I can tell. She tired all the time and never really talks to me. Shes concerned with my Grandma, shes not doing well either. My mom and grandma have always had a relly good realationships, so watching her struggles really hard, and she was going to go to south carolina, but just didnt have the energy, which is weird cause thats always something she wants to do..blah.
Any way, Joelenes was good times. We watched almost every disney movie ever. lol. Eating and Disney always makes you feel good, and thats all I've wanted lately. Aj came to her house earlier sunday morning. I wanted to punch him, I wanted to sleep. We just hung around her house and watched more movies. yum. The only bad thing about going to Joelenes house is that I cant see Jared, but he'll probably come over tomorrow =] its all good.
Those people make me happy. Joelene, Jared, AJ, and Joshy, who I was talkin to in Spanish today. I like taking out anger on him. Its nice cause he doesnt care when I punch him, him and AJ. lol. There like my brothers its fun. I always kid around with them, make fun of them. Scare them. [aj say what?] They make me happy. Then I have my boyfriend. He makes me soooo happy its fun. I've been going out with him for such a long time to. It doesn't even really seem like it. =] I like it. 1/2 a year on Valentines. Then theres my bestfriend/sister. Joelene. Were amazing. We can talk about so much, that so many other people cant understand. Its so weird. I love it though. You dont really find people that are so similar. We seriously think the same thing. its kinda scary.<3
I like those people. Lots. They make my life.