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I really want to make people happy,
but really I feel like I'm lost in a fog most of the time.
I don't always mind.
School can not get over fast enough either.
I hate school more than anything.
It amazing how much time people waste making fun of each other.
People bring so much shit on themselves, and are so hypocritical...
which it fine..to a point..then its just ridiculous. For the most part I just stopped talking to people from school...in and out of school.
In the last two months I've started Capoeria, a Brazilian martial arts...its really amazing. I have been depressed/lonely..twice in the last two months. I used to be miserable to say the least. Its really amusing how I got into it too, but oh well =)
The people I train with are amazing too. I rather be around them than almost anyone from school, and I love being outside all the time and getting back into gymnastics type stuff. Schools been good too, I have an A in Math and Chemistry so far this quarter which were D's and F's before, I really think a lot of it has to do with my mood and not being so stressed. The last to days have been pretty off for me though. I feel pretty numb...hopefully it will go away tomorrow or at least by Wednesday...I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but I'll finish laterr.
but really I feel like I'm lost in a fog most of the time.
I don't always mind.
School can not get over fast enough either.
I hate school more than anything.
It amazing how much time people waste making fun of each other.
People bring so much shit on themselves, and are so hypocritical...
which it fine..to a point..then its just ridiculous. For the most part I just stopped talking to people from school...in and out of school.
In the last two months I've started Capoeria, a Brazilian martial arts...its really amazing. I have been depressed/lonely..twice in the last two months. I used to be miserable to say the least. Its really amusing how I got into it too, but oh well =)
The people I train with are amazing too. I rather be around them than almost anyone from school, and I love being outside all the time and getting back into gymnastics type stuff. Schools been good too, I have an A in Math and Chemistry so far this quarter which were D's and F's before, I really think a lot of it has to do with my mood and not being so stressed. The last to days have been pretty off for me though. I feel pretty numb...hopefully it will go away tomorrow or at least by Wednesday...I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but I'll finish laterr.