up early.
well i haven't updated in a while and i'm home and it's ten in the morning, so i'm gonna. for some reason, as soon as my dad said bye to me before he went to work i haven't been able to fall back asleep. usually that's the easiest thing to do.
so it's officially summer, which is awesome. there are many short-term plans in effect. apparently i might go to six flags today, which would be sweet but also weird. also fran and i and hopefully others are going to the beach for two days this week. i think thursday will be nice enough for the beach, well maybe not. but at least nice enough for fran's pool. that's fo sho. then there's another week of partying/going out to do before my internship/class starts.
i'm excited for my internship this summer although also sort of scared. i think they sort of expect a lot from me and i've never worked at a publication like this before. i mean i'm sure i'll be fine, but business and law writing? i don't know. i just hope i don't fuck it up. and my class will suck, that's already predetermined. just don't talk to me on mondays or wednesdays. cuz i'll probably bite your head off.
last night was sort of intense for me. sometimes stuff just gets brought up and there's no way of getting out of sad mode. i mean when i'm out i'm usually totally fine, but once you crack that shit open it's hard for me to close it. or something.
so i'm trying to like date someone this summer. is that weird? usually that's like the antithesis of my summer mood. but i don't know, i'm totally down. i'm just so sick of unstable bullshit, i just want something i can rely on to make me happy. is that so hard. pssh. there's at least one prospect, but i don't even know if that counts. hmm we shall see.
my dad now has TWO volkswagen karmann ghias. a red 1968 and a green 1972. our back driving pad looks like an antique car show. it's ridiculous. but uh whatever makes him happy? i don't know. i like my dad's suffered various life crises...understandably so. but still i wonder how long this will go on.
well i guess i'm off to satisfy my usual daily routine of eating random food and watching random movies. yeah, summer is pretty sweet.
so it's officially summer, which is awesome. there are many short-term plans in effect. apparently i might go to six flags today, which would be sweet but also weird. also fran and i and hopefully others are going to the beach for two days this week. i think thursday will be nice enough for the beach, well maybe not. but at least nice enough for fran's pool. that's fo sho. then there's another week of partying/going out to do before my internship/class starts.
i'm excited for my internship this summer although also sort of scared. i think they sort of expect a lot from me and i've never worked at a publication like this before. i mean i'm sure i'll be fine, but business and law writing? i don't know. i just hope i don't fuck it up. and my class will suck, that's already predetermined. just don't talk to me on mondays or wednesdays. cuz i'll probably bite your head off.
last night was sort of intense for me. sometimes stuff just gets brought up and there's no way of getting out of sad mode. i mean when i'm out i'm usually totally fine, but once you crack that shit open it's hard for me to close it. or something.
so i'm trying to like date someone this summer. is that weird? usually that's like the antithesis of my summer mood. but i don't know, i'm totally down. i'm just so sick of unstable bullshit, i just want something i can rely on to make me happy. is that so hard. pssh. there's at least one prospect, but i don't even know if that counts. hmm we shall see.
my dad now has TWO volkswagen karmann ghias. a red 1968 and a green 1972. our back driving pad looks like an antique car show. it's ridiculous. but uh whatever makes him happy? i don't know. i like my dad's suffered various life crises...understandably so. but still i wonder how long this will go on.
well i guess i'm off to satisfy my usual daily routine of eating random food and watching random movies. yeah, summer is pretty sweet.