god

[paper_tears]

so joel and i listened to staind alot last night.

and i come out of the bath and hes singing to hannah....sigh

putting her to sleep

do i want to cry. yes.

and what was he singing?

THIS.

well i want you to notice
to notice when im not around
to notice your eyes see straight through me
and speak to me without a sound

i want to hold you
protect you from all of the things ive already endured
and i want to show you
show you all the things that this life has in
store for you
and ill always love you
the way that a father should love his daughter

when i woke up this morning
i cried as i walked to the door
i cried about how long ill be away for
i cried about leaving you all alone

so i wanted to say this
cause i wouldnt know where to begin
to explain to you what i have been through
to explain where your daddy has been

sigh.