Jun 16, 2004 12:34
i am so exhausted. bleh.
i got about 4 hours of sleep the other night.
i woke up at 2:00am because hannah was gagging and i was like ok...sure..i thought she was choking on spit or something. then about an half an hour later she woke up again and started puking and wouldn't stop. :/
so i put her in the car and drove to nighttime pediatrics but um it was closed. it closes at 12. i thought that shit was supossed to open all night. then she threw up again. so i woke up renee to ask her where the nearest hopsital place was where i could take. she said bowie health center. so i drove there. and it was closed at 12 too. so i had to drive up to annapolis to anne arundel medical center. and i waited freaking 3 and half hours to go into a room. and the doctor told me to try to feed her then he'd come back because he said she didn't look sick really. so i nursed her. and 10 minutes later she puke again. :/ all over me and the floor. ah she stunk so bad. ew puke. :x so i sat there and waited another hour. why? i don't know because the doctor came back and told me i could go home just to only give her pedialite because she probably has a virus. and if she can't keep that down and milk again when i try later that afternoon then i'd have to bring her back for an IV. so yeah she kept it down but she didn't sleep all day. she finally went to sleep at 8:00 last night.
so that was fun.
and i was so tired. that i was in one of those tired phases where u are so tired u feel like a zombie so your so awake. yuh.
i wish hanson would go away and never come back so people would act normal.
and i wish suzi was going to dc and philly because it is not the same without her. wtf.
and i wish amanda would want to go to dc. and i wish i saw her more. :(
why am i going to all these hanson shows? wtf. its pointless. im kind of stuck in going to them now though. :/
i wish joel would come home for good. i can stare at him all day.
i wish i had enough money for everything.
i wish sean would get his shit together and pay me child support.
MY BIRTHDAY IS MONDAY!
i need a tan.
i feel like people are keeping some things from me. :/
ok.