i bet you're hard to get over...
im still here.
not giving birth.
she won't come out.
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i've been waiting for my doctor to call this week.
so i know what is going on.
but he hasn't yet.
so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o
i've just been working and sleeping.
because im tired all the time and i need money.
water-BREAK NOW
argh.
i miss joel. :(
i havent gone to see him in 4 weeks
because i never want to get up. :(
i suck.
he should hate me.
but he doesnt<3
there was a cat in my house yesterday.
a big one.
not mine.
it got in through the broken window that i did down in the basement.
*yes i broke a window :x*
and it was there all day yesterday.
and it attacked my kitty :(
piss me off.
my mom sealed the window up so he won't be back.
finally got my cable.
so i am cool and watch movies all the time on showtime. :x
ive missed paradise hotel both times this week.
piss me off.
i caught the ending of it last night though.
i STILL need to scan my hanson pictures.
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missseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeryyyyyyyyyyy
anyways.
this is not interesting at all.
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your kiss might kill me
so won't you kill me, so i die happy
my heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery
which ever you prefer
hands down this is the best day i can ever remember
i'll always remember the sound of the stereo
the dim of the soft lights
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together
the streets were wet
and the gate was locked so i jumped it
and let you in
and you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it
and i knew that you meant it
not giving birth.
she won't come out.
:\
i've been waiting for my doctor to call this week.
so i know what is going on.
but he hasn't yet.
so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o
i've just been working and sleeping.
because im tired all the time and i need money.
water-BREAK NOW
argh.
i miss joel. :(
i havent gone to see him in 4 weeks
because i never want to get up. :(
i suck.
he should hate me.
but he doesnt<3
there was a cat in my house yesterday.
a big one.
not mine.
it got in through the broken window that i did down in the basement.
*yes i broke a window :x*
and it was there all day yesterday.
and it attacked my kitty :(
piss me off.
my mom sealed the window up so he won't be back.
finally got my cable.
so i am cool and watch movies all the time on showtime. :x
ive missed paradise hotel both times this week.
piss me off.
i caught the ending of it last night though.
i STILL need to scan my hanson pictures.
:\
missseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeryyyyyyyyyyy
anyways.
this is not interesting at all.
-----------------------------------------
your kiss might kill me
so won't you kill me, so i die happy
my heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery
which ever you prefer
hands down this is the best day i can ever remember
i'll always remember the sound of the stereo
the dim of the soft lights
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together
the streets were wet
and the gate was locked so i jumped it
and let you in
and you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it
and i knew that you meant it