im lost without you..
i am so cool.
i have posted in here three times in the past 15 minutes i think today. i am obviously bored.
im writing my love a letter too. <3
hot.
friday was boring.
yeah.
brian came over for a little bit.
that was all.
saturday i went somewhere but i can't remember.
then sean spent the night.
we watched a movie and ordered pizza.
nothing too exciting. yep.
passed out around 1:30am.
woke up around 8:30 to pee and heard knocking at the door.
it was kimmy, stacey's little sister. she said she had been out there for like an hour.
woops.
and she said karl(stacey's brother)was in his car sleeping because he was knocking last night and no one answered the door.
hah. woops again.
sorry, when i sleep i pass out and don't wake up for shit.
i could sleep through an earthquake or something.
yea later stacey's mom was being all bitchy
and was like, "karl had to sleep in his car last night because lisa wouldn't answer the door and let him in".
okay.
first off her damn family shouldn't be coming to stay the night when stacey is not home because i do not want to entertain them.
they are not my family.
so that bitch needs to tell them that she is never home on the weekends, and if they are coming down to stay they need to call her ahead of time so she can be home.
yes i think so.
not my job to give them shelter for the weekend.
so now just to be a bitch...
if they ever come by at night when i'm by myself
and knock on the door and if i hear it.
because i sure as hell didn't saturday night,
i will not let them in just because.
ha ha ha.
but they were running their mouths and telling troll
that i didn't answer it because sean was upstairs.
there or not i would of let them in if i had heard them.
so she was bitching last night.
thank god i wasn't home to hear it.
oh well.
since stacey and now her family piss me off so much.
i will be a bitch and never let them in.
anyways.
cannot wait to move out.
i went down and saw <3my love<3 yesterday.
looked sexxxxxy as always. yes. :)
i had to wait forever for his ass to get downstairs
because he was sleeping. :x
we talk alot while i'm there.
we are cool.
we don't shut up.
and i never leave when they tell us our time is up.
hah. the police don't care tho. they are always like whatever.
but he told me he wants to marry me<3
swoon.
it just came out of nowhere.
*butterflies*
they can marry you in the jail.
i did not know that.
but you don't get congregational visits or however the fuck you spell/say it.
so i was like well we can just wait.
<3
and we can get pictures taken together at the end of next month !*@#)!*#)!
i will HAVE to post when i get them.
very exciting.
:) :) :) :) :)
he needs to come home.
soon tho.
*nods*.
<3 <3 <3
going to the beach saturdayyyyyyy.
woooo.
i hope i can come back with some tannish.
:D
i have to go to kohl's and get some tank tops for cheapo price. yes.
hmmm...
the house is supossed to settle aug.5
then we can paint it
and put new carpet in.
then i can moooooooooooooove.
ugh needs to hurry up.
OH YES!
AMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a.k.a. hnsnchkTHANK YOU FOR THE OUTFIT AND BLANKET!*@#)!*#! I'M SO CITED TO PUT THAT ON HER IT'S SO CUTE. EVEN THOUGH IT WILL BE BIG ON HER WHEN SHE IS FIRST BORN, I AM PUTTING IT ON HER AS SOON AS WE GO OUT FOR THE DAY. HAHAH. <33333333333333333333333 XOXOXOXOXO
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when i look at you
i feel moments i have longed for my whole life.
when i kiss you
i feel stars set in my stomach
like butterflies over a sunset.
i am intrigued by the way
your beautiful eyes stare deep into mine
and it's so unbelievable how quickly
i have fallen in love.
i feel like i could be locked
inside of your heart
until my life perished
or abruptly forever fell.
and yet i think i
would still love you.
i have posted in here three times in the past 15 minutes i think today. i am obviously bored.
im writing my love a letter too. <3
hot.
friday was boring.
yeah.
brian came over for a little bit.
that was all.
saturday i went somewhere but i can't remember.
then sean spent the night.
we watched a movie and ordered pizza.
nothing too exciting. yep.
passed out around 1:30am.
woke up around 8:30 to pee and heard knocking at the door.
it was kimmy, stacey's little sister. she said she had been out there for like an hour.
woops.
and she said karl(stacey's brother)was in his car sleeping because he was knocking last night and no one answered the door.
hah. woops again.
sorry, when i sleep i pass out and don't wake up for shit.
i could sleep through an earthquake or something.
yea later stacey's mom was being all bitchy
and was like, "karl had to sleep in his car last night because lisa wouldn't answer the door and let him in".
okay.
first off her damn family shouldn't be coming to stay the night when stacey is not home because i do not want to entertain them.
they are not my family.
so that bitch needs to tell them that she is never home on the weekends, and if they are coming down to stay they need to call her ahead of time so she can be home.
yes i think so.
not my job to give them shelter for the weekend.
so now just to be a bitch...
if they ever come by at night when i'm by myself
and knock on the door and if i hear it.
because i sure as hell didn't saturday night,
i will not let them in just because.
ha ha ha.
but they were running their mouths and telling troll
that i didn't answer it because sean was upstairs.
there or not i would of let them in if i had heard them.
so she was bitching last night.
thank god i wasn't home to hear it.
oh well.
since stacey and now her family piss me off so much.
i will be a bitch and never let them in.
anyways.
cannot wait to move out.
i went down and saw <3my love<3 yesterday.
looked sexxxxxy as always. yes. :)
i had to wait forever for his ass to get downstairs
because he was sleeping. :x
we talk alot while i'm there.
we are cool.
we don't shut up.
and i never leave when they tell us our time is up.
hah. the police don't care tho. they are always like whatever.
but he told me he wants to marry me<3
swoon.
it just came out of nowhere.
*butterflies*
they can marry you in the jail.
i did not know that.
but you don't get congregational visits or however the fuck you spell/say it.
so i was like well we can just wait.
<3
and we can get pictures taken together at the end of next month !*@#)!*#)!
i will HAVE to post when i get them.
very exciting.
:) :) :) :) :)
he needs to come home.
soon tho.
*nods*.
<3 <3 <3
going to the beach saturdayyyyyyy.
woooo.
i hope i can come back with some tannish.
:D
i have to go to kohl's and get some tank tops for cheapo price. yes.
hmmm...
the house is supossed to settle aug.5
then we can paint it
and put new carpet in.
then i can moooooooooooooove.
ugh needs to hurry up.
OH YES!
AMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a.k.a. hnsnchkTHANK YOU FOR THE OUTFIT AND BLANKET!*@#)!*#! I'M SO CITED TO PUT THAT ON HER IT'S SO CUTE. EVEN THOUGH IT WILL BE BIG ON HER WHEN SHE IS FIRST BORN, I AM PUTTING IT ON HER AS SOON AS WE GO OUT FOR THE DAY. HAHAH. <33333333333333333333333 XOXOXOXOXO
-------
when i look at you
i feel moments i have longed for my whole life.
when i kiss you
i feel stars set in my stomach
like butterflies over a sunset.
i am intrigued by the way
your beautiful eyes stare deep into mine
and it's so unbelievable how quickly
i have fallen in love.
i feel like i could be locked
inside of your heart
until my life perished
or abruptly forever fell.
and yet i think i
would still love you.