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i was thinking of
your hands just now.
the way they molded so
perfectly with mine
when they held
each other.
Our awkward silence
isn't so awkward anymore.
i never didn't love you,
i thought you should know.
you have managed to
cozy yourself into my mind
like you own it
like you think you know me.
the inbetween kind of thing
doesn't work for you and me
its all or nothing at all
its all or nothing at all.
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man i haven't wrote in here for a long long time it seems. its probably better that way. i think i'll smoke a cigarette. my thoughts don't really make sense lately..well for a while. its weird. i've been listening to so much good new music, its crazy. muse, rufus, tom waits, cocorosie....good stuff good stuff...
i've been writing an insane amount as well. all i want to do is write all day and night. i feel so dramatic. just analyzing and spewing nonsense into my journal. my life is so totally opposite of what it was a few months ago. its weird. i'm used to it now i suppose, but its still weird. i dunno...anyways...i've been functioning a little better lately. well the past couple days at least. i feel like some sort of weight has been lifted off of me. i don't know why. i got my job back at classic AGAIN. god...its so retarded. i don't even know how it happened. i didn't even ask for it back. but i guess its good since i'm so ridiculously broke. RIDICULOUS. its 5:25am. i should probably go to bed...but i'm not close to being tired. i do have to pee REALLY bad though....ah yes thats nice. ok well i'm gonna go..
your hands just now.
the way they molded so
perfectly with mine
when they held
each other.
Our awkward silence
isn't so awkward anymore.
i never didn't love you,
i thought you should know.
you have managed to
cozy yourself into my mind
like you own it
like you think you know me.
the inbetween kind of thing
doesn't work for you and me
its all or nothing at all
its all or nothing at all.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
man i haven't wrote in here for a long long time it seems. its probably better that way. i think i'll smoke a cigarette. my thoughts don't really make sense lately..well for a while. its weird. i've been listening to so much good new music, its crazy. muse, rufus, tom waits, cocorosie....good stuff good stuff...
i've been writing an insane amount as well. all i want to do is write all day and night. i feel so dramatic. just analyzing and spewing nonsense into my journal. my life is so totally opposite of what it was a few months ago. its weird. i'm used to it now i suppose, but its still weird. i dunno...anyways...i've been functioning a little better lately. well the past couple days at least. i feel like some sort of weight has been lifted off of me. i don't know why. i got my job back at classic AGAIN. god...its so retarded. i don't even know how it happened. i didn't even ask for it back. but i guess its good since i'm so ridiculously broke. RIDICULOUS. its 5:25am. i should probably go to bed...but i'm not close to being tired. i do have to pee REALLY bad though....ah yes thats nice. ok well i'm gonna go..