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ehh..ya. i'm so sick of being bored. i can't take this anymore. i hate not seeing kenny at all anymore and when i do we're both in bads moods. it sucks. i miss him so much :/. i hope so much that he gets this job at the co-op. hed be so much happier. anyways, i don't know whats wrong with me. i think i'm lonely. and pmsing. but i'm more lonely than pmsing. and listening to sad ani difranco music isn't helping. i just can't get enough though ;) i feel like i'm becoming a boring person. i mean, i have nothing to talk about. all i do is work and eat. and watch tv. and watching tv makes me an incredibly un-creative person. i have a theory. i think the TV rays literally hypnotize you and suck your brain out. i guess even that is nothing new to anyone. ugggh. i'm gonna go. i hate feelling like this cause all i do is whine. i'm gonna go get drunk. that will solve everything.