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everytime i think about leaving, i get this incredibly horrible pit in my stomache. in my heart. liz is a sad girl. i'm in canada right now. my brother had a baby. a baby girl. her name is Jaiden Grace Pellegrini. i haven't seen her yet but i shall in the morn. i'm at Vinces now. I wish i wasn't so attached to everyone and everything. all this fucking love is driving me mad. i just love everything so much. why does that make me sad? i'm having second thoughts bigtime about moving back here. i'm so mad at myself. i wish i knew what the right decision was. i wish i could go to sleep. i guess i'll try. i love you sammy sam. i miss you.