bye bye, love.
it's always like this. everything's going a-okay and fineee, and like everything is going your way, just the way you planned it, and you're so near to that thing that you've always longed for until you can almost reach it and then boom, something happens and suddenly that thing is not yours anymore. not even near your reach, like super far, like as if nothing happened before.and all your pla go to waste. yeah, thats how it is for me right now.