can i be a girl for a little bit?

[paper_or_panic]

i think about you and my heart races.
i'm with you and i can barely breathe.
i see you with other guys and i get jealous.
i treat you as just my friend and it hurts.
you look me in the eyes and i lose my train of thought.
i make you laugh,
but more importantly you make me laugh.
when you're gone, i miss you.
i'd rather stay up all night with you
and just hold your hand
instead of sleeping a healthy amount,
the night before i go snowboarding.
i want to do it all over again.