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I've realized something about myself and this is the place people talk about that sort of thing right? Anyway, I've realized that I am a skeptic about love. Ok, maybe skeptic is the wrong word...but I'm definitely more rational and cautious than most. My friends keep telling me that I doom stuff from the beginning by saying that it won't last. I'm sure this is true. But honestly, I don't know how else to be.
I just think it's silly to fall in love quickly. I know some people say that you can't help it, but apparently I can. But at the same time, I seem to take break ups harder than the people I date. What's up with that? Actually, I think it's just boys. Stupid boys and their boy type ways.
I still can't understand this. Having no desire to be with a person but still hurting about them. What the hell is up with that? And as far as the cautious thing, it's not that I don't care, because I do, probably more than most...I guess I just see the inevitability of some thigs and don't want to hurt me or the other person.
I think I'm OK with being single. That's unusual but I think it's true. No pursuing-ness for me. Oh, well, means more free time.
Emo-ocity over.
I just think it's silly to fall in love quickly. I know some people say that you can't help it, but apparently I can. But at the same time, I seem to take break ups harder than the people I date. What's up with that? Actually, I think it's just boys. Stupid boys and their boy type ways.
I still can't understand this. Having no desire to be with a person but still hurting about them. What the hell is up with that? And as far as the cautious thing, it's not that I don't care, because I do, probably more than most...I guess I just see the inevitability of some thigs and don't want to hurt me or the other person.
I think I'm OK with being single. That's unusual but I think it's true. No pursuing-ness for me. Oh, well, means more free time.
Emo-ocity over.