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I feel like I shouldn't write in this thing anymore because it seems to become a place for my complaints and problems to multiply and infect others. Oh well, what else is this thing for.
I have made more personal changes in the past 4 months then I ever have in my entire life.
After the addition of my brother to my father's shoebox sized house, and his even smaller sized income, I decided it was time for me to get shit done, and move out.
I lived at the weiner shack with Evan for a short time before moving into the basement.
When it came time for me and Evan to get our own apartment, she decided not to paint over her car, and I decided that the non-refundable 300 dollar deposit was way too much.
So, I decided to take her room in the house.
For two months I paid 360 a month.
I worked everyday.
And I was going to high school......
Nothing much has changed.
I'm going to become manager at my work.
I still work there everyday.
And I am still going to high school, and suprisingly doing quite well.
Morgan moved into my room with me, and despite my fear that we would rip eachothers heads off, everything has been smooth sailing.
I have accomplished everything i wanted to, when I said i was going to do it.
That is the best fucking feeling in the world.
So, yeah.
Im tierd all the time.
I don't really hang out anymore, which is nothing against my friends, I am just really consumed in what I need to do, because I need to do it to live.
But,
to evan.
and cassidy.
.....and most of all Sarah.
I love all of you. With all of my heart.
Without you I wouldnt be where I am today.
Seriously.
Thank you.
Alright.
Ill be getting a cell phone in the next couple weeks.
Til' then.
Adieu.
I have made more personal changes in the past 4 months then I ever have in my entire life.
After the addition of my brother to my father's shoebox sized house, and his even smaller sized income, I decided it was time for me to get shit done, and move out.
I lived at the weiner shack with Evan for a short time before moving into the basement.
When it came time for me and Evan to get our own apartment, she decided not to paint over her car, and I decided that the non-refundable 300 dollar deposit was way too much.
So, I decided to take her room in the house.
For two months I paid 360 a month.
I worked everyday.
And I was going to high school......
Nothing much has changed.
I'm going to become manager at my work.
I still work there everyday.
And I am still going to high school, and suprisingly doing quite well.
Morgan moved into my room with me, and despite my fear that we would rip eachothers heads off, everything has been smooth sailing.
I have accomplished everything i wanted to, when I said i was going to do it.
That is the best fucking feeling in the world.
So, yeah.
Im tierd all the time.
I don't really hang out anymore, which is nothing against my friends, I am just really consumed in what I need to do, because I need to do it to live.
But,
to evan.
and cassidy.
.....and most of all Sarah.
I love all of you. With all of my heart.
Without you I wouldnt be where I am today.
Seriously.
Thank you.
Alright.
Ill be getting a cell phone in the next couple weeks.
Til' then.
Adieu.