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What Classic Movie Are You?
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have u ever just played ur music reely loudly and laid down on your bed and just let the music wash over u until u drift off to sleep. probably not but i have. its a good feeling especially when its evanescence cuz its so entrancing.
skool was ok today despite the fact that i was asleep or out of it the whole day cuz i stayed up late reading. In drama i had to go help out in the gym with cleaning up the grease set or w.e. for extra credit. how i managed to fail drama i do not kno but hopefully it brought up my grade. Besides that the day was good and lunch was fun. lol, nicole made friends with mr. manning. ::wave::
yay im going to see van helsing on sat. with sum peepl and i cant wait cuz ive wanted to see that movie for a long time. also on friday i mite get to go out with megan and meet the famous vicky for the second time. lmao im such a life ruiner. megan and christina made me feel so bad about it. that look of severe disapointment on my face...seriously i feel like a bitch. it reely wasnt him it was cuz i was with david and christina and u kno how they can b. but thats ok cuz he has megan. i feel sorta left out of the boyfriend world at the moment. christina and david are back together and megan and vicky are probably gunna go out...bah o well...
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i felt like writing more so instead of writing a whole new entry ill just edit this one. i kinda hate it when peepl are always like "i wish i was a kid again, things were so much easier" and true i say it too but growing up has its good points too. not everything is backstabbing friends and cheating boyfriends. being a teenager and being in high school is so much more. i cant tell you how much ive learned in the past 2 years being in high school. ive learned loyalty, friendship, dedication, how to b myself and come out of my shell for once....sure we make big deals out of trivial matters and true things that didnt seem to matter so much when we were kids seem incredibly important now but i never forget to watch the sunset. i try not to let it get to me. sometimes it is overwhelming and it gets to you but you can always just lie in the grass with your friends and laugh it all away. growing up is all about laughing hystarically about nothing, singing at the top of ur lungs, staying up all nite talking about life, doing stupid things, and just being urself. ah i dunno i dont see it all as so bad.. ill leave u all with lyrics from the ataris in this diary lol.
Here in this diary I write you visions of my summer
It was the best I ever had
There were choruses and sing alongs
And that unspoken feeling of knowing
That right now is all that matters
All the nights we stayed up talking
Listening to 80's songs
And quoting lines from all those movies that we love
It still brings a smile to my face
I guess when it comes down to it
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually you'll finally get it right
Breaking into hotel swimming pools
And wreaking havoc on our world
Hanging out at truck stops
Just to pass the time
The blacktop singing me to sleep
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