sometimes i breathe you in, and i know you know
today was a mixed-emotional day, i guess. my mood was flying all over the place.
i saw her again...on the way out of the tooth faerie's office, i saw her driving down the road. she seems to becoming more visual in the directions i look, so maybe if i just stop looking...
went to shaun's and hung out for a while. he's so awesome...i love him so much...everytime i'm with him i feel like i want to be as close as possible to him. and even when he hugs me tightly, i feel like we're not close enough, ya know? i don't know what it is, but he makes me feel like he actually loves me for me. i'm comfortable around him, which is unusual because i tend to have trust issues. i didn't think i'd love him this much. i'm just so paranoid that he doesn't feel the same way. i don't mean to sound incredibly corny, it's just what i'm thinking.
got into a fight with britty and preston, but got over it within 10 minutes--definite good thing. i hate being in fights with my best friends.
me and shaun went out to eat with his friend, jeremy, at chili's later. had mucho fun.
i think i pretty much experienced all of the basic human emotions today...which was semi-confusing. all well...i got over it.
i think the color blue is a very expressive color. what if there was just an entire world with just the colors blue, black, and white? i think it could fulfill the need to supply life to all the emotions people can have in a day...but maybe that's just me.
love, peace, & chicken grease
shandawg
i will stay forever here with you, my love
the softly spoken words you gave me
even in death our love goes on...
and i can't love you anymore than i do
i saw her again...on the way out of the tooth faerie's office, i saw her driving down the road. she seems to becoming more visual in the directions i look, so maybe if i just stop looking...
went to shaun's and hung out for a while. he's so awesome...i love him so much...everytime i'm with him i feel like i want to be as close as possible to him. and even when he hugs me tightly, i feel like we're not close enough, ya know? i don't know what it is, but he makes me feel like he actually loves me for me. i'm comfortable around him, which is unusual because i tend to have trust issues. i didn't think i'd love him this much. i'm just so paranoid that he doesn't feel the same way. i don't mean to sound incredibly corny, it's just what i'm thinking.
got into a fight with britty and preston, but got over it within 10 minutes--definite good thing. i hate being in fights with my best friends.
me and shaun went out to eat with his friend, jeremy, at chili's later. had mucho fun.
i think i pretty much experienced all of the basic human emotions today...which was semi-confusing. all well...i got over it.
i think the color blue is a very expressive color. what if there was just an entire world with just the colors blue, black, and white? i think it could fulfill the need to supply life to all the emotions people can have in a day...but maybe that's just me.
love, peace, & chicken grease
shandawg
i will stay forever here with you, my love
the softly spoken words you gave me
even in death our love goes on...
and i can't love you anymore than i do