Jul 02, 2005 13:19
so i'm breathing and eating saving sally now. it's my new lover.
I keep having scenes run down my head and i guess i'm just waiting to self combust to actually put it doWn on paper.
i will stalk it, i will love it and adopt it like my own.
yeah.. obsession.
riiight.
my brother asked me to make a system with Rommel for the art direction of the movie.
since i'm not really doing anything major, this would be my project..
you'd know that i have a lot of extra time because i get to save 500 bucks a week. i don't have nothing much to spend on anyway..
to think, i go around in a cab.. which i find more cheaper than jeepneys.. damn ikot's 6.50 a ride plus the hassle..
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My office mate Joey got me something, a random gift.
i hope nothing comes up on tuesday so i could go to the office and hang out with them.
it's always nice hanging out with established people.
inspires you to work harder to get out from your parents leash.
or at least the dependence.
i learn a lot from them.
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I like my feeling right now.
It's like i dettached my emotions from my body.
i think it's the effect of not having enough sleep.
You become so numb. you don't think too much.
peter kept telling me that "I'm so out of the box"
like a floating pile of bones.
just existing in a thin layer of flesh.
someone told me i need to be selfish.
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i think people can be so coward.
you want to lash out at them and say they're great
but your credentials isn't exactly believable.
i just see myself in other people sometimes.
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buj's party. meeting old friends that i've haven't had the chance to hang out with.
i don't feel like going now.
maybe later when i get to sleep or eat cake.
my mom's pissed with me again, i hope she lets me.