So, here's to a public entry.
This new year is all about changing; and not necessarily for the better nor for the worse. Its just time to change. I've been watching everyone live through a window, and I feel like its my turn to shine on through. I've been hiding. Well, I'm done with hiding. I'm only using this to meet people around the world; whom I intend to actually meet in person someday. I've been complaining that I don't know anyone around here, but then I realized I haven't given anyone a chance.
This could just be because I turned 21 and I'm allowed in to the places I want to be, around the people I've been longing to meet. Real, live, tangible people that don't look at me like I'm retarded if I say something spontaneous or just from left field. I guess that's what college does to someone. You know you don't have to see these people everyday for years and years to come. I also feel like that's why gay people come out after highschool. Its so harsh to think to wake up every morning for 9 months out of the year and just to set yourself up for humility. (Not to mislead, I'm totally hetero.)
Be who you are. Live your life, and don't give a fuck what anyone else thinks of you. It will consume you. There are tons of people out there that will accept you for who you are if you just be yourself and don't put up that guard, because that's what weirds people out. Then, if you realize you haven't met people that make you feel like you can be yourself, then find things that you like to do, and market yourself. Make your stamp in society, be heard, and make people LUST for your attention. People don't have to be told when you're cool. It just oozes from you without saying a single word.
Another good thing to keep in mind is to not judge people by how they look. I've met some of the neatest people and I would've never thought I could carry on small talk with them. You never know what you have in common with someone until you try. GET OUT THERE AND TRY DAMNIT!
This could just be because I turned 21 and I'm allowed in to the places I want to be, around the people I've been longing to meet. Real, live, tangible people that don't look at me like I'm retarded if I say something spontaneous or just from left field. I guess that's what college does to someone. You know you don't have to see these people everyday for years and years to come. I also feel like that's why gay people come out after highschool. Its so harsh to think to wake up every morning for 9 months out of the year and just to set yourself up for humility. (Not to mislead, I'm totally hetero.)
Be who you are. Live your life, and don't give a fuck what anyone else thinks of you. It will consume you. There are tons of people out there that will accept you for who you are if you just be yourself and don't put up that guard, because that's what weirds people out. Then, if you realize you haven't met people that make you feel like you can be yourself, then find things that you like to do, and market yourself. Make your stamp in society, be heard, and make people LUST for your attention. People don't have to be told when you're cool. It just oozes from you without saying a single word.
Another good thing to keep in mind is to not judge people by how they look. I've met some of the neatest people and I would've never thought I could carry on small talk with them. You never know what you have in common with someone until you try. GET OUT THERE AND TRY DAMNIT!