what a relationship this is
dreaming of a most perfect setting/moment... fresh with clarity of the mind.
where are you? where is she?
no attempt of contact, perhaps she can't.
I am trying so hard to forget her.
no sleep, no sleep, no sleep.
moving across the world was a bad idea.
in need of soul saving, yet all I want to do is stay alone in this quiet room, with my music and my old photographs.
there's a strange pain in my body that I cannot explain.
too much coffee?
am I pregnant?
liver failure?
blood clot?
all of the above one of these days most likely.
bad grammar and no one to talk with, leads to this.
where are you? where is she?
no attempt of contact, perhaps she can't.
I am trying so hard to forget her.
no sleep, no sleep, no sleep.
moving across the world was a bad idea.
in need of soul saving, yet all I want to do is stay alone in this quiet room, with my music and my old photographs.
there's a strange pain in my body that I cannot explain.
too much coffee?
am I pregnant?
liver failure?
blood clot?
all of the above one of these days most likely.
bad grammar and no one to talk with, leads to this.