Jan 08, 2008 21:41
Today I got my first HPV shot and it really hurt. While they were giving it to me I repeated "Magnum" over and over and the nurse was really confused (thinking of being a photojournalist with Magnum makes me strong).
Man, I like Max and kinda wanna be with him but also just wanna call him up and be like, "Booty call?" and have that be that, because all I really want right now is flirting and booty. And there are other cute boyz and I just wanna hook up with people and have flings and see what else is out there and have fun not being all committed. Man, I spent like a year of my life committed and that was fun and I really enjoyed it (until the last few months when things went downhill), but now I am ready to be the opposite, I just emerged from two months of mourning and I am ready to kick it. The only problem is I don't get that many chances, or at least I am not bold/confident enough to go after these things. Maybe I should find a way to go to more parties, I always miss those. Julian says I should just ask boys to have fun with me because I am cute and have nice boobs and they would be flattered. Hm. This will take some figuring out.
You guys know anyone for me? Eh?