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I suppose you could say things with boy are progressing a little bit.. to the point where at lunch he will put his arm around my shoulder, to the point where we'll be talking and an announcement will come over the intercom about a cheerleading meeting and he'll grab my hand a little and point that I should go to it 'cause, you know, I'm totally a cheerleader, to the point where he'll ask me to sit with him at lunch, to the point where Kris is like, "Sarah, he was flirting with you."
I keep telling myself it's all in my head because this cannot be happening and I don't want to get hurt and embarrassed because I accidentally believed that maybe he was attracted to me. I'm also scared that he's just coming to me for ass and isn't even attracted to me, is just going after what he thinks is easy. At the same time I can't concentrate on my homework 'cause I'm crushing so much.
Also last night I wrote a really cool rap in the shower about how stupid boyz ain't takin' up on this offer.
"You think this shit ain't great?
Wait til' you get me back to your place."
I keep telling myself it's all in my head because this cannot be happening and I don't want to get hurt and embarrassed because I accidentally believed that maybe he was attracted to me. I'm also scared that he's just coming to me for ass and isn't even attracted to me, is just going after what he thinks is easy. At the same time I can't concentrate on my homework 'cause I'm crushing so much.
Also last night I wrote a really cool rap in the shower about how stupid boyz ain't takin' up on this offer.
"You think this shit ain't great?
Wait til' you get me back to your place."