never will i find...
never will i find another friend quite like kristen...she is my best friend and i couldn't even imagine these past two years without her.....because of her i have grown so much...she has helped me so much throughout our friendship...and she gave me her attention when no one else would. she forced me to come out of my shell....and she has taken the time to encourage me and let me know that i can't let other people bring me down by what they say or think. she is truly a great person...we may have our sour moments...but i tell you what...we have made it through every obstacle ever thrown at us. pemo and emop will always come out on top...no matter what comes our way...and even LA won't stop us.........we've shared so many cries...good and bad...shared so many life stories...and we get each other...i don't know that i'll ever find another friend that will open up to me the way kristen has....or one that will listen to what i have to say, and understand my faults, beauties, talents, and insecurities...and take the time to realize why i am the way i am...and not judge me for that........she really is my best friend...and no matter how many miles are between us, i will always be there for her...and her for me.
today...kristen has started the journey to LA...and i can honestly say that i'm weak from crying so much. all day has been one long sob fest for the both of us...but our goodbye was just the way i wanted it. we didn't really say goodbye...it was more of an "until next time" kind of thing...we had cried so much we couldn't bear to cry once more...instead we parted with the promise of a pemo and emop reunion......which if things go our way...will be in a couple weeks...VIP baby.....right now...i feel so numb to the thought of her leaving...it's almost like it hasn't hit me yet...i feel as though she's gonna walk through my door any minute now...but i know that's not the case...and my heart breaks at the thought that my best friend really has moved away.....and i know tallahassee will never be the same.
I guess i should go ahead and start planning my visit...i don't know how i'll get over there to see her. i've never been on a plane...and the thought of flying scares me so much...but for her...i would. maybe spring break would be good time to visit LA...but i don't know...it'll be up to kristen...cause who knows...she could be working on editing some big ass movie at that time...that would be awesome.
to kristen: i love you so much and you'll always be my best friend. i wish so much that you find the job of your dreams and accomplish all your aspirations and goals. i will work so hard to make our "spring break deadline"...so we can go clubbing and get into the vip room. i will keep in mind what you have taught me about relationships and love...and i'm sure i'll be calling you as soon as i need your advise on something. i hope you go out and make new friends that will love you for you and be there for you, and treat you the way you deserve to be treated. if you ever need anything, never hesitate to call me...i don't care if it's 4am here...i WILL answer. and lastly...i want you to know how much i appreciate you...and our friendship...and all you have done for me.
PEMO AND EMOP 4 EVER
*kristen and i were at the pool...and she decided to pose for my camera
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today...kristen has started the journey to LA...and i can honestly say that i'm weak from crying so much. all day has been one long sob fest for the both of us...but our goodbye was just the way i wanted it. we didn't really say goodbye...it was more of an "until next time" kind of thing...we had cried so much we couldn't bear to cry once more...instead we parted with the promise of a pemo and emop reunion......which if things go our way...will be in a couple weeks...VIP baby.....right now...i feel so numb to the thought of her leaving...it's almost like it hasn't hit me yet...i feel as though she's gonna walk through my door any minute now...but i know that's not the case...and my heart breaks at the thought that my best friend really has moved away.....and i know tallahassee will never be the same.
I guess i should go ahead and start planning my visit...i don't know how i'll get over there to see her. i've never been on a plane...and the thought of flying scares me so much...but for her...i would. maybe spring break would be good time to visit LA...but i don't know...it'll be up to kristen...cause who knows...she could be working on editing some big ass movie at that time...that would be awesome.
to kristen: i love you so much and you'll always be my best friend. i wish so much that you find the job of your dreams and accomplish all your aspirations and goals. i will work so hard to make our "spring break deadline"...so we can go clubbing and get into the vip room. i will keep in mind what you have taught me about relationships and love...and i'm sure i'll be calling you as soon as i need your advise on something. i hope you go out and make new friends that will love you for you and be there for you, and treat you the way you deserve to be treated. if you ever need anything, never hesitate to call me...i don't care if it's 4am here...i WILL answer. and lastly...i want you to know how much i appreciate you...and our friendship...and all you have done for me.
PEMO AND EMOP 4 EVER
*kristen and i were at the pool...and she decided to pose for my camera
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