it's been 36 weeks apparently...

[papapeanuts87]

wooooooooooooooooooooooooow.
Real life is crazy and scary and disappointing and Im trying really hard to be okay with all of this.

I scared away the one person I truely was myself with. Who ended up being a big liar. Story of my life.
I can now proudly say I can deal with me.
I have met some amazing friends and people.
I have met some really shitty guys. Who aren't worth my time but I apparently don't care because Im lonely. Also story of my life.
And seen some things that I could never have seen in shitty little salem.

Im tiered of being sad and up and down about things.
Im tiered of asshole guys who don't care about my feelings.

Im tiered of my work being my life.

Im tiered of always having something bad to say.

And Im tiered of wanting to sleep everrrrrrrrrrry thing away.

Maybe Ill be happier in the summer.

Im craving nature.
Im really tiered of buildings.

woooooooooooooow debbie downer.
Miss my assidy.
Always and forever.

I have no goals or dreams anymore.
I don't even know who cassandra lee is anymore.
Does any 20 year old really have any idea of them self?
I hope not.

Live journal whaaaaaaaaaaa.