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I have been home many times sense I've moved away, but for some reason this trip is effecting me more then ever.
Maybe its because of whats been going on before I left portland.
Or maybe it's because my grandma fixed up my old bedroom (which looks lovely).
She added pictures of my family, old posters, some of my old art, and a new bed.
Or maybe its because I'm car-less and stuck where Im at in a place Im used to being moble.
I've been having the time of my life and I could NEVER be doing what I am doing if I was in salem.
I'm confused and growing up, and loving it and slightly scared.
Almost feel as though I should take more addvantage of my situation, or maybe I should take a step back and slow down.
Like I said before, I am slightly confused.
Miss having a computer, and my family and the people I care about.
Maybe its because of whats been going on before I left portland.
Or maybe it's because my grandma fixed up my old bedroom (which looks lovely).
She added pictures of my family, old posters, some of my old art, and a new bed.
Or maybe its because I'm car-less and stuck where Im at in a place Im used to being moble.
I've been having the time of my life and I could NEVER be doing what I am doing if I was in salem.
I'm confused and growing up, and loving it and slightly scared.
Almost feel as though I should take more addvantage of my situation, or maybe I should take a step back and slow down.
Like I said before, I am slightly confused.
Miss having a computer, and my family and the people I care about.