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wow, everyone else is posting, so i figure it's my turn...
It's really a moment of reflection now, standing here in my 1/2 empty room...i'm screaming to myself about how i'm actually going to fit everything in my car to move onto the next thing, but really i'm disregarding trivial pursuits and instead thinking back on this past semester. It seems wrong to think about this whole year, since first semester and second were completely different.
I can't believe how much i've learned about myself this semester. It's kinda crazy. I'm loving life, and i'm no longer afraid to stand my ground or argue a point i feel is strong enough to get across.
I told myself that WHEN i get my 4.0 next semester and when i will NOT fall behind on bills that I will treat myself to a vacation in nashville...i can't wait
signing up for guitar lessons on monday, and i'm taking voice lessons next fall through SVSU...i'm excited beyond belief that i'll be able to again get in touch with the musical side of me that I've somewhat left behind...
I'm good. I'm ok with what has happened at SVSU so far, and while some areas might not have been all right (i.e. academically, financially or personally), I really have no regrets. I've lived this semester how i've wanted, when I wanted, and where I've wanted...
and that, by itself, is amazing.
I'm not sure if i'm ready for a commitment...I'm in a gray area right now--i dont know if living this carefree non-commital life is what i need or whether it's time to really buckle down and become more prepared for life post-svsu.
Cuz i'm 1/2 way done. two years and i'm gone.
crazy fact.
ANyways, I really have nothing, and I dont really know what the point of this post was...i guess it's ok to abandon structure once in a while.
peace out you all...give me a call sometime
It's really a moment of reflection now, standing here in my 1/2 empty room...i'm screaming to myself about how i'm actually going to fit everything in my car to move onto the next thing, but really i'm disregarding trivial pursuits and instead thinking back on this past semester. It seems wrong to think about this whole year, since first semester and second were completely different.
I can't believe how much i've learned about myself this semester. It's kinda crazy. I'm loving life, and i'm no longer afraid to stand my ground or argue a point i feel is strong enough to get across.
I told myself that WHEN i get my 4.0 next semester and when i will NOT fall behind on bills that I will treat myself to a vacation in nashville...i can't wait
signing up for guitar lessons on monday, and i'm taking voice lessons next fall through SVSU...i'm excited beyond belief that i'll be able to again get in touch with the musical side of me that I've somewhat left behind...
I'm good. I'm ok with what has happened at SVSU so far, and while some areas might not have been all right (i.e. academically, financially or personally), I really have no regrets. I've lived this semester how i've wanted, when I wanted, and where I've wanted...
and that, by itself, is amazing.
I'm not sure if i'm ready for a commitment...I'm in a gray area right now--i dont know if living this carefree non-commital life is what i need or whether it's time to really buckle down and become more prepared for life post-svsu.
Cuz i'm 1/2 way done. two years and i'm gone.
crazy fact.
ANyways, I really have nothing, and I dont really know what the point of this post was...i guess it's ok to abandon structure once in a while.
peace out you all...give me a call sometime