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I'm sitting in class right now, and am in a really weird mood...I feel like i'm gettin sorta emo but at the same time, i'm not bitter towards people when they talk to me, and i'm not really annoyed by any certain thing.
I've got to get my life together. I need to get my bills paid, I need to go home more often, and basically, I need to get around for my future. I've got a good job, a good car, part of a good education, but lack the motivation and drive to move further. I feel like i'm in a rut and it's hard to move forward.
THe thought of Nashville captivates me. I just wnat to go, to get away from Saginaw and this constant monotonous life. Not to mention I love song-writing and singing, and that would provide a fun little outlet for me. Obvoiusly I'm not planning on hitting it big and becoming some huge star, in fact, that's not what I truly want, but it would be cool to perform at small venues, and it would definitely be easy to get better at the guitar down there---
TKE is ridiculous, I have so many different "Fuck you"'s to send to decisions and to brothers, and I have so many different ideas to present...but I am still too new in my position to be able to comfortably do so. It's been a month, and I'm still not very comfortable in the front of that room.
I have so much more to say, but i Better just go sit down.
bye all.
I've got to get my life together. I need to get my bills paid, I need to go home more often, and basically, I need to get around for my future. I've got a good job, a good car, part of a good education, but lack the motivation and drive to move further. I feel like i'm in a rut and it's hard to move forward.
THe thought of Nashville captivates me. I just wnat to go, to get away from Saginaw and this constant monotonous life. Not to mention I love song-writing and singing, and that would provide a fun little outlet for me. Obvoiusly I'm not planning on hitting it big and becoming some huge star, in fact, that's not what I truly want, but it would be cool to perform at small venues, and it would definitely be easy to get better at the guitar down there---
TKE is ridiculous, I have so many different "Fuck you"'s to send to decisions and to brothers, and I have so many different ideas to present...but I am still too new in my position to be able to comfortably do so. It's been a month, and I'm still not very comfortable in the front of that room.
I have so much more to say, but i Better just go sit down.
bye all.