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[papam]

Im listening to one of those songs that mean so much, one that ust fits the moment. Everything has just seem to hit me all at the same time and it seems overwhelming, cassie's getting married on July 11th, kris is gonna be going to texas at the end of june..? schools almost out, were gonna be seniors, senior friends are gonna go off to college. its wierd to think that the kids you've grown up with, you may not see again, and the thought of that happening to kelsey, kris, jo, suzi, ray, chels, and all my close friends makes my stomach turn in knots. I CANT IMAGINE LIFE WITH OUT YOU ALL! Im going up to ocean park for the summer and its been a thought that i cant stop thinking about. I know it will be good for me, but at the same time i feel as if im leaving so much behind...! its the first time i have had so much doubt in going. its the summer before senior year and i want to experience a summer that i know i wont forget i want to be able to go to chautauqua,go camping and to shows,do all the things that make me smile. I know that ocean park is a huge part of me and its my last summer to go up before college, but theres so many reasons i want to stay yet so many reasons i want to go. I will make the best at what ever it is that i do or at least try.. Jozy we need to talk to eric and see what he has to say. I really want you to come.
boi imma really miss me LEEsa

I'm off to fold some laundry, hooka boots is coming in tonight.
night all
pam