everything will be alright
This world is not enough for me. Jesus is the only one who loves me. I know this and I always know this. No one can love me but him. I have friends and I am thankful but they don't love me. Nothing has ever been as sure as Christ no matter how much I pretended. I don't care let the drama begin with Amy and Marissa. But I won't be a part of it. Amy if you loved me you wouldn't lie to me at all. If you understood me you would but you can't. Marissa if you loved me you would grow up. You understand me completely but you're not prepared to take off your training wheels. Girls oh sweet solace. One day it will happen. One day I will find a girl ready to be in love. She will love me like Jesus. She will understand. She will hold me until I die. Until I go to Jesus. Until I feel perfection. And to end this NO GIRL IS A HOLE FOR ME TO F***. I'm not a horny toad. I care about people. I just have to learn to care for myself. That is my flaw as of now. I spend more time loving others then I do myself. I need to understand just who I am and who God wants me to be.