Nothing On My Mind But Moving Onward
Talk about fucking hate mail man! Not really, just I don't know if a friend of mine has talked to our mutual friend and learned about the situation, but instead has decided to post some pretty interesting, kind of laughable stuff. No offense meant at all, it's just she doesn't take bullshit and neither do I but we all have our moments. Let's just say that this hasn't been the most enjoyable time of my life and it hasn't been, in any way, easy.
I recently made one of the biggest decisions i have ever made...
If this isn't meant for you then you'll know it...
This is a tribute to one of the most amazing, most honorable MEN that I know! Being nervous around your friends was only the beginning, I never went to or pursued or asked to go to Sunday dinners (don't get me wrong, I would've gone) for fear that I would shat myself! After all, simply using this as an example, my family and close friends provide me with a lot, some unnessesary, input! HA! I guess we can try to laugh at it now! Judging by some of our conversations so do yours. My reasoning is just this:
-the feelings ate there, however, the timing is not
-I'd like to go into it not asking myself what if
-i'd like to go into it with all of my heart focused on that and only that
-The things you've said about your present significant other show me that you know what I'm feeling and
the bind that I'm in and I can't apologize enough for EVERYTHING!
We've had these talks already, and nothing has scared me more than losing you. I think, as you said, that wwe both knew where this was going at the end of summer. It's just fear that kept us from saying what needed to be said. Everyday you amaze me with something new (Broken on the piano, very impressive), when we do talk, about you and I can never get enough! Anyone who knows me can tell you that if I care about you then I'll have a picture of you. Just to put things into perspective for you, I've literally taken up 3 rolls in 2 days of you! Just F.Y.I. I guess. Nobody has ever treated me the way you do and I could never imagine waking up knowing that we would never have our LONG Saturday, Sunday and Monday talks. I don't know what I'd do without ya kid!
One thing you told me on Monday wasn't overlooked!!
It seriously tore my heart to pieces to know that I had caused that! I had no idea how to react on the phone, but once I was off I broke down. Yes, me! I do! I'm truly from the bottom of my heart more than sorry! I could never tell you just how much! I want you to know what you mean to me! From MY mouth (or my fingers, I guess)! If things go as previously mentioned she's ONE HELL OF A LUCKY GIRL and I'll be sure to let her know. I'm starting to think so much clearer now and I'm starting to be crazy, happy, rude, silly SAM again and it feels great! Since, it's only Thursday I'll wait until our Saturday, maybe I'll make an acception for Friday talks and we can do some freaking 20 question, in this case we'll make it unlimited answer, question session! ha, it rhymed. Oops, got the kill switch!
NAMAS TE YOU ~ME
I recently made one of the biggest decisions i have ever made...
If this isn't meant for you then you'll know it...
This is a tribute to one of the most amazing, most honorable MEN that I know! Being nervous around your friends was only the beginning, I never went to or pursued or asked to go to Sunday dinners (don't get me wrong, I would've gone) for fear that I would shat myself! After all, simply using this as an example, my family and close friends provide me with a lot, some unnessesary, input! HA! I guess we can try to laugh at it now! Judging by some of our conversations so do yours. My reasoning is just this:
-the feelings ate there, however, the timing is not
-I'd like to go into it not asking myself what if
-i'd like to go into it with all of my heart focused on that and only that
-The things you've said about your present significant other show me that you know what I'm feeling and
the bind that I'm in and I can't apologize enough for EVERYTHING!
We've had these talks already, and nothing has scared me more than losing you. I think, as you said, that wwe both knew where this was going at the end of summer. It's just fear that kept us from saying what needed to be said. Everyday you amaze me with something new (Broken on the piano, very impressive), when we do talk, about you and I can never get enough! Anyone who knows me can tell you that if I care about you then I'll have a picture of you. Just to put things into perspective for you, I've literally taken up 3 rolls in 2 days of you! Just F.Y.I. I guess. Nobody has ever treated me the way you do and I could never imagine waking up knowing that we would never have our LONG Saturday, Sunday and Monday talks. I don't know what I'd do without ya kid!
One thing you told me on Monday wasn't overlooked!!
It seriously tore my heart to pieces to know that I had caused that! I had no idea how to react on the phone, but once I was off I broke down. Yes, me! I do! I'm truly from the bottom of my heart more than sorry! I could never tell you just how much! I want you to know what you mean to me! From MY mouth (or my fingers, I guess)! If things go as previously mentioned she's ONE HELL OF A LUCKY GIRL and I'll be sure to let her know. I'm starting to think so much clearer now and I'm starting to be crazy, happy, rude, silly SAM again and it feels great! Since, it's only Thursday I'll wait until our Saturday, maybe I'll make an acception for Friday talks and we can do some freaking 20 question, in this case we'll make it unlimited answer, question session! ha, it rhymed. Oops, got the kill switch!
NAMAS TE YOU ~ME