HE DID IT... IT WAS DONE... IT HAS HAPPENED... THE DAY HAS ARRIVED!
last week mogli and i were talking about formal and the subject of dates came up. well, some of you already know this but there are some conditions between him and me about me being his date. this condition also applies for other subjects of our relationship. anyways, my 3rd period buddy leche has been asking me for months now if he's done it yet and everyday it's the same old, "no, not yet." and then he gives me the ol' "what a pussy." comment, then i punch him, or twist his nipple and it's all good. well, last week i was giving soto a hard time because he's gone this week and he only had a few days to decide what he wanted to do.
decisions, decisions:
- don't do job and go dateless, risk dancing with others and dealing with those reprocussions, or
- grow some balls and have the hottest date in the entire room next to my girls of course.
hard choices to make i know, it's so difficult being him. anyways, on tuesday morning i had mentioned to him, in that teasing way of mine, that he only had a few days left before he leaves. he laughed it off but apparently it got to him because you could tell that he was off in neverland thinking the rest of the day. he has gotten second opinions on this topic and the question that keeps coming up is "is she worth it?" and i myself recently have just realized exactly how much he means to me but i also wondered if i was worth it to him. is he willing to do this just to be with me. well, we went cruisin' after school to have some alone time to hold hands, sing hick music (wait that's just me), and just have fun being us before our finals hit and he had to leave. well, the folks were working late so he dropped me off at my nana and tata's house so that i could have a warm meal and take care of the sick lil' viejita (no worries, she's better now). he left in a hurry to take his sisters where they needed to be (softball is life man!). i called him later and he was "on the phone with his mom talking about a court case," since when does he do that but whatever. i let him go and called him back after dinner and a few cartoons. it took him a while to say it but he had just left my house. i didn't believe him because after almost a year of dating he's never had "this" conversation with either of my parents and he's never gone over when i'm not home. so, i told him to describe it to me and he did. he said my dad was in the garage building a lil' house and that's when HE DID IT! my heart dropped, he was close enough for me because only i had known that my pop was building a manger from scratch for mi mam. he was telling the freakin' truth. he's joked with this topic before and he knows how serious i take it and he did it. IT WAS DONE... IT HAS HAPPENED...THE DAY HAS ARRIVED! we had one of the longest phone calls in history followed up by one of the longest stares across the senior patio, accompanied with the biggest, craziest butterflies, and the closest hug that i think we've ever had. OH BOY, CAN'T WAIT FOR FORMAL NOW!!
ubi made fun of me for blushing the next day when i told him about it but whatever my baby's the only one that makes me change colors like that and i'm proud to show it. ubi made a pretty funny joke though. someone mentioned how the majority of mexicans are and how mogli and i will make a midget colony and i said that he and lisa will make some freakin' amazon kids. times up, gotta go, night all, good luck with finals