just a painting on a celing, just a childrens fairy tale.
So I've been working non-stop
For the past few days and I'm just trying not to burn myself out and find a nice balance and to get to the gym! For god sakes I feel fat and unpretty lol and i know one would think
"But brad you work at a gym you must be the fittest motherfucker!" Wrong true to form now that I work there I have a new distate for gyms and the people in them but ill find the time to do something I must or ill lose my shape!
But in all honesty I do love the rythem of working again getting up having something to do besides school, which I've put off for the first half of summer in order to work more but the more I think about it the more I slightly dred the thought of doing a summer class I mean I don't have to I could push everything into the fall but it would put me so far behind and I I need to get this one class out of the way and who knows maybe ill like the hussel of working and school I mean I have to get used to it for the fall. Speaking of which I'm very excited for my apartment I mean as much as I do love my boys and it would be fun living with them I kind of like the idea of being alone again my first year having my own place felt like a death sentence at times escpecially since it was my freshmen year and I was still going through some homesickness and some other shit at the time but now I feel better adapted for it plus ill be working AND god willing ill be driving so it should make things a lot better I'm actually really looking forward to the whole arangment plus its a free apartment so I'm not paying rent for a whole year which o can't complain about at all. I mean yes I now have to find my own furniture but you know what I like the idea of an open space less bulk more air and room to. Breathe besides it'll just be me most of the time so who cares ^_^ so look out world this next year is gonna be an adventure I can tell. As for now I'm already planning a lil break for myself I'm in the process of putting up two shifts and taking this weekend off plus I get paid I'm already planing a little retail therapy and a well deserved night on the town can we say dancing!
For the past few days and I'm just trying not to burn myself out and find a nice balance and to get to the gym! For god sakes I feel fat and unpretty lol and i know one would think
"But brad you work at a gym you must be the fittest motherfucker!" Wrong true to form now that I work there I have a new distate for gyms and the people in them but ill find the time to do something I must or ill lose my shape!
But in all honesty I do love the rythem of working again getting up having something to do besides school, which I've put off for the first half of summer in order to work more but the more I think about it the more I slightly dred the thought of doing a summer class I mean I don't have to I could push everything into the fall but it would put me so far behind and I I need to get this one class out of the way and who knows maybe ill like the hussel of working and school I mean I have to get used to it for the fall. Speaking of which I'm very excited for my apartment I mean as much as I do love my boys and it would be fun living with them I kind of like the idea of being alone again my first year having my own place felt like a death sentence at times escpecially since it was my freshmen year and I was still going through some homesickness and some other shit at the time but now I feel better adapted for it plus ill be working AND god willing ill be driving so it should make things a lot better I'm actually really looking forward to the whole arangment plus its a free apartment so I'm not paying rent for a whole year which o can't complain about at all. I mean yes I now have to find my own furniture but you know what I like the idea of an open space less bulk more air and room to. Breathe besides it'll just be me most of the time so who cares ^_^ so look out world this next year is gonna be an adventure I can tell. As for now I'm already planning a lil break for myself I'm in the process of putting up two shifts and taking this weekend off plus I get paid I'm already planing a little retail therapy and a well deserved night on the town can we say dancing!