Meant to be doing work.
hmm. I don't know what to write. I keep getting interuppted or forgetting intresting/relevant things to say or writing something actually profound and then fucking up the internet connection or something.
Good things at the moment: Tim, Good friends with pretty amazing people. I'm actually quite happy. I like school. I'm going on holiday soon.
Bad: I need to realise I've actually got a boyfriend and stop flirting/being a knob. Still not doing enough work. V. bad relationship with my dad. And most significantly, I worry that all the people I used to friends with : Amelia, Adam, Tasha, Becca. Think i'm a bitch, bitch about me to their new friends etc. Now we've all slightly changed friend sets and became more open, intresting, less clique-y people, we've all changed our opinions and judgments and purely on a selfish note, i just want people to like me and when I talk to them they're not secretly thinking. Fuck Off.
Good things at the moment: Tim, Good friends with pretty amazing people. I'm actually quite happy. I like school. I'm going on holiday soon.
Bad: I need to realise I've actually got a boyfriend and stop flirting/being a knob. Still not doing enough work. V. bad relationship with my dad. And most significantly, I worry that all the people I used to friends with : Amelia, Adam, Tasha, Becca. Think i'm a bitch, bitch about me to their new friends etc. Now we've all slightly changed friend sets and became more open, intresting, less clique-y people, we've all changed our opinions and judgments and purely on a selfish note, i just want people to like me and when I talk to them they're not secretly thinking. Fuck Off.