Mar 05, 2005 06:37
god. im such an asshole.
in a party. again. towards the end. spotting a really , really , amazing girl.
with a short checkered skirt, like yesterday. i started looking at her, and i was sitting there, and she looked back. and started walking around. and just standing alone. and i kept staring at her. at some point i started walking near her. but i never gained the fucking guts to approach.
she looked at me, i dont know if she noticed, and if she was interested in me approaching her.. i dunno.
yesterday i had the same feeling and it turned wrong, though this time it felt more real
i knew i'll regret not saying anything to her, and i am now, god, i need to find her.. it will probably take me time to forget about her..
:-(((((((
fucking idiot.