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Yesterday was amazing...like 1475983475893457% amazing...today is like -898947598435% amazing. my room is fucking hot, im lonely, bored and meg is threatening to kill herself. i sat on my bed for i dont know how long just thinking and eventually crying. im sick of this shit. there is so much going on in my life right now that my brain is like a highway/ it can't take it which is probably why i felt sick today and i still do feel sick. i wish there was a brake pedal. but eventually its got to stop sometime..it seems the only way is to crash the car and hope for what i feel like doing right now.