Get down, make love.
Listening to Queen, News of the World, hence the title - that song has Alex the Kid sound effects! Hahaha.
So today has been a waste. I didn't bother going into college, lay in bed until noon and then spent the afternoon talking online, watching Mighty Boosh (fuck it's good) and playing Led Zep on my guitar. I managed to do a bit of work on my painting this evening, and start organising my mixed media sketchbook.
I never actually explained how my college course works, for those who give a damn. The course is fulltime, but you need only attend 3 days a week - that's Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday for me. It's a con really, because you have to do 2 days worth of work at home! Although you can go into college if you want, it's always open, and I try to go in every day.
The course is split up into different subjects and sub-subject units, same as at at secondary school. There's 6 units in my HNC, Drawing, Painting, Ceramics, Sculpture, Photography and Mixed Media. I really hate photography (the subject is just crap) and mixed media isn't very good (the tutor is just as thick as the RE teacher at school was). Each class lasts about 3 hours, with a 30 minute break halfway through and lunch at 12.15 - 1.15 pm. We get two hours of breaks everyday! But we tend to just chat a little and carry on working all we can. Me and Zanne anyway, all the other girls smoke. Including Charlotte. =(
Which reminds me of Nancy, who I was thinking about earlier while I watched Corronation Street. Needless to say she's still ignoring me. I really want to be friends with her again, and I can understand how that must be hard. But the way she ignores me as if she doesn't even know who I am is just pathetic. Last night Nathania was telling me about her messed up relationship with this 27 year old Canadian guy she met in China. She said he never got back in touch with her, and that she sent alot of those awful angry, clingy e-mails and such, which is just what I done with Nance. And I actually did it with Nat too, when I had feelings for her, haha. She was my 'first love', although it wasn't love... More the first time I saw a girl as a person like me. Nancy was my first and last love really. It doesn't hurt to think about her anymore, because I'm absorbed in my art and music. Don't have much time to feel sorry for myself, feel pissed off at her for treating me so badly, or miss her so much it hurts. I just wish we were friends, because we were good to each other. I still wander if we might meet again one day. I have no plans of getting into another relationship in the next few years, so maybe we'll end up together once we're both out of uni. I'm planning to move to South England eventually anyway, maybe even London. I know a guy from Livingston who's at Imperial College in London, so I could probably shack up with him, har. I'm actually not a fan of city life, but doing things that aren't me is my way of dealing with how my world fell apart with Nance. I was meant to see the psychiatrist tomorrow, but I'm not now. Ho hum.
I'd better go to bed now, it's 1 am and I have photography in the morning with Ed Baxter, who looks like Dirty Den.
Happy trailblazing.
So today has been a waste. I didn't bother going into college, lay in bed until noon and then spent the afternoon talking online, watching Mighty Boosh (fuck it's good) and playing Led Zep on my guitar. I managed to do a bit of work on my painting this evening, and start organising my mixed media sketchbook.
I never actually explained how my college course works, for those who give a damn. The course is fulltime, but you need only attend 3 days a week - that's Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday for me. It's a con really, because you have to do 2 days worth of work at home! Although you can go into college if you want, it's always open, and I try to go in every day.
The course is split up into different subjects and sub-subject units, same as at at secondary school. There's 6 units in my HNC, Drawing, Painting, Ceramics, Sculpture, Photography and Mixed Media. I really hate photography (the subject is just crap) and mixed media isn't very good (the tutor is just as thick as the RE teacher at school was). Each class lasts about 3 hours, with a 30 minute break halfway through and lunch at 12.15 - 1.15 pm. We get two hours of breaks everyday! But we tend to just chat a little and carry on working all we can. Me and Zanne anyway, all the other girls smoke. Including Charlotte. =(
Which reminds me of Nancy, who I was thinking about earlier while I watched Corronation Street. Needless to say she's still ignoring me. I really want to be friends with her again, and I can understand how that must be hard. But the way she ignores me as if she doesn't even know who I am is just pathetic. Last night Nathania was telling me about her messed up relationship with this 27 year old Canadian guy she met in China. She said he never got back in touch with her, and that she sent alot of those awful angry, clingy e-mails and such, which is just what I done with Nance. And I actually did it with Nat too, when I had feelings for her, haha. She was my 'first love', although it wasn't love... More the first time I saw a girl as a person like me. Nancy was my first and last love really. It doesn't hurt to think about her anymore, because I'm absorbed in my art and music. Don't have much time to feel sorry for myself, feel pissed off at her for treating me so badly, or miss her so much it hurts. I just wish we were friends, because we were good to each other. I still wander if we might meet again one day. I have no plans of getting into another relationship in the next few years, so maybe we'll end up together once we're both out of uni. I'm planning to move to South England eventually anyway, maybe even London. I know a guy from Livingston who's at Imperial College in London, so I could probably shack up with him, har. I'm actually not a fan of city life, but doing things that aren't me is my way of dealing with how my world fell apart with Nance. I was meant to see the psychiatrist tomorrow, but I'm not now. Ho hum.
I'd better go to bed now, it's 1 am and I have photography in the morning with Ed Baxter, who looks like Dirty Den.
Happy trailblazing.