Shit, this is an overreaction.
I have nowhere to begin. My patience has been worn down and now I think my actions are on the verge of either desperation or craziness.
Seriously, I went over to persons house to see if everything was alright after not hearing from said person for several days after plans fell through. I also probably made too many phone calls and then wrote an e-mail. Yes, I am concerned. But I would have normally never done this! I love personal space, but I also like to hear from the ones I care about. They say you should resolve an issue within 24 hours. Was there even an issue? I couldn't say for sure.
I've been going to school everyday. So that's fantastic, but there are no clients these days. And I'm terrified of color. Can someone please give me a weaving board?!
I got a new tattoo- which means a new project. I started knitting again. I sprained my ankle pretty good. And I have the house to myself this weekend. I'll have all the space that I could ever want.
Forming new relationships should be effortless. But people are complex and have many things they need to deal with in life. Regardless of the desire to keep things simple, it is almost impossible. I try to just be, but lately my emotions have been getting the best of me.
Honestly, I am so sad and so hurt right now. It feels like I did this all to myself. But I'll go on as long as I have that one commitment that I've formed a love/hate relationship with.
This sure is.
Seriously, I went over to persons house to see if everything was alright after not hearing from said person for several days after plans fell through. I also probably made too many phone calls and then wrote an e-mail. Yes, I am concerned. But I would have normally never done this! I love personal space, but I also like to hear from the ones I care about. They say you should resolve an issue within 24 hours. Was there even an issue? I couldn't say for sure.
I've been going to school everyday. So that's fantastic, but there are no clients these days. And I'm terrified of color. Can someone please give me a weaving board?!
I got a new tattoo- which means a new project. I started knitting again. I sprained my ankle pretty good. And I have the house to myself this weekend. I'll have all the space that I could ever want.
Forming new relationships should be effortless. But people are complex and have many things they need to deal with in life. Regardless of the desire to keep things simple, it is almost impossible. I try to just be, but lately my emotions have been getting the best of me.
Honestly, I am so sad and so hurt right now. It feels like I did this all to myself. But I'll go on as long as I have that one commitment that I've formed a love/hate relationship with.
This sure is.